i've had a few people on here straight up tell me that i seem to put a wall up, like i won't really let anyone in, or get too close. people who don't know me in real life, and basically had only talked to me a few hours. it's really been bothering me mainly because i dont see myself putting up this wall. so i've been seriously pondering and taking a look at how i approach relationships either friend wise or romantically.
honestly i dont know what more to say. i could spend about 90 bagillion hours typing out my sad heartbroken wannabe love stories where it feels like i have always played the victim...but i'll spare you.
i guess if you have anything to say about it let me have it.if i've seemed to put up a wall or been fake with you, let me know. i wont be upset or mad. i always have told my friends that real friends will tell you the truth no matter what. and i try to live by that.
