Cheryl's blog: "SO MANY DECISIONS"

I AM SO STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW IT ISN'T FUNNY! I AM HAVING SOME HEALTH ISSUES THAT ARE JUST SO STRESSFUL AND SOME FAMILY PROBLEMS AND I JUST CANNOT MAKE UP MY MIND ON HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THEM. I MAY BE GOING TO SURGERY AND I HAVE GOT SOME ISSUES UPON LEAVING MY FAMILY HOME TO TRY NOT TO FIGHT WHILE I AM NO THERE. I AM THE REFEREE WHEN POSSIBLE. THE BOYFRIEND HASN'T FOUND A JOB YET AND MONEY IS TIGHT AND I HATE STRUGGLING JUST TO BE ABLE TO PAY BILLS AND GROCERIES. THE DOCTORS TOLD ME EASY EASY ON STRESS CAUSE IT IS REALLY HURTING ME. SO I CANNOT SEEM TO GET AWAY FROM THE STRESS AROUND ME. IT IS LIKE A MAGNET ANY MORE. CHERYL

Sometimes in one person's life many decisions have to made but what do you do when you don't or can't make the decision you need too? Who do you turn too when your not close to anyone? I have a male friend (boyfriend) whom i thought i was madly in love with till I really got to know him. We met online and he moved in with me and daughter in January of 2007. I really like this guy, but i am not in love with him but don't want to put him out either. I have a friend in Colorado who wants my daughter and I too move out there so we can be close enough for her to help me get through my health issues and other issues that just keep popping up and really kicking my butt! I am on disability and cannot save up enough money to move or do anything. I would love to move closer to my friend but I just don't know. See what I mean about decisions in life? My brain hurts now! LOL