i am sorry to those that are my friends for venting in this joyfull occasion
im getting remaried on june second to my wife but enough is enough
Anger building up
So close to exploding
I am so close to the edge
No second thoughts before knowing
My body shakes with anger
The line is so close
Slowly starting to overstep that line
My eyes start to tear up
Softly falling down my cheeks
Anger invades me
Precisely and carefully taking over
Anger...Anger...Anger
The human passion that can help or destroy me
I feel like I'm alone in this small world
But the anger becomes my friend
My body crumbles to the ground
I wake up screaming
From being stabed in the back again
Time after time by those close to me
Those calling them self good friends or close friends even lovers in the past
How much pain can one take before exploding
How much abuses can one take before going mad
I try to be nice and friendly to everyone
and for wat nothing but pains and hurts
Those that know me realy know me know how dark i use to be maybe its time to bring the old me back
I dont care if am a man even man can hurt after so much abuses i had enough wont take no more
There is plenty of anger inside of me
It has to stop
Why is there so much anger inside of me?
My anger is part of my frustration
I have to control it now
My anger causes me plenty of trouble
There is plenty of anger inside of me
And what is anger do I know?
Anger is a strong feeling of displasure
It is a grief that I have inside of me
How can I control it?
What triggers my anger?
Can I recognize it?
i sure do its from all the pains and hurts it turned to anger and rage
The pain in my life you can't see it but i can
Its horrible and discusing
I wish the pain wasn't in my life
But it is and its killing me
The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about
The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere
I can also see if another persons in pain or upset
Pain is everywere in this world
its even following you and me right now
But the best thing to do is fight the pain
I am and its helping a little bit
It will either end you up dead or in the hospital
Pain is everywere
Pain
Pain
Pain
enough of the pain leave me alone
you dont like me fine just get off my page
you dont want my friendship fine get off my fucking page i dont give a fuck no more
if i cant have fun here no more fine ill go some where else
just leave me the fuck alone i see how man hurt woman all the time and i hate that but how bout when woman hurt a man dont hear that to often
i love my wife very much she is my angel but so called friends i do not need
my heart was black and will go back black my darkness is where i belong from now on only those close to me will i care or love so tired of the pain
I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK NO MORE
