You know Ive been around the fu for awhile, and Ive met some pretty cool people. I generally can tell between those who are "real" and those people who want to be your friend either so they can see you naked on cam one day...or so they can go run their fucking mouths off to other people about your personal business. Some people prove themselves to be both of those all wrapped up nice and neat with a big bow on it that says "will fuck you over".
Well personally I am tired of the bullshit. MORE than tired. What Ive learned here is to trust NOBODY because they will even make shit up to make you look bad. THEN they will pretend to be your friend while you go cry, and secretly snicker in the corner somewhere because they one-upped you. Well guess WHAT people...this is the BIG FUCK YOU. You'll not get close to me anymore, and certainly Ill not give you ammunition to shoot me in the head. Ive had enough pain and suffering for this year already, and those of you who know just how much are the same ones that would allow it to grow and multiply.
So to those of you who have been loyal, and REAL, I thank you. I couldn't have made it without some of you to lean on. However, to those of you who have watched me bleed over the last two months only to rip open that wound and watch me bleed some more...(and you know who you fucking are) i can only say that KARMA is a bitch and you will get YOURS. One can only hope that it's in the ass..by a very large black man serving a life sentence in lockdown.
And before ANY of you fuckers decide to judge me (ohhhh because you LOVE to do it) or the person I'm with, you look at your own pathetic lives and wonder whether you have the right to judge ANYONE for anything. I'm betting thats a "NO". The fact is that you dont KNOW either of us..maybe you have talked to us a few times on fubar, but that doesnt equal KNOWING us. Because Im done feeling like shit for things that people like to run their mouths about when they have absolutely no fucking clue what the deal is.
So my advice is to go create your OWN fuckin drama, and stop trying to create some for me. I got enough tyvm.
