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Street lights on the walls, Cold seeping through the cracks in this house, They say joy comes with those you love and hold close, Then why does my world seem to be filled with so much pain, No distance seems to take me far enough, Away to a world where memories fade....
~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end...
The trains heard on a distant track, Some oldies song playing down the block, Trying to find hidden meaning in all my bad luck, Wondering why i remain silent when screams lay on my tongue, When the want to disappear is strong....
~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end...
Listen to the lies of daily life say things are alright, Can't seem to put a rest to the worrying, Trying to grasp why I'm being put to such tests, Was i meant to suffer again and again, So now I'll sit and wait out the rest....
~ Darkness is my best friend, Hiding my my falling tears,Pills making me numb to the physical world, Smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, No way for others to see my fears, All this in hopes to see a sooner end....
The pills aren't enough to kill the pain, The smokes only as beautiful as they last and fade, All the lies in this world are not enough to say good-bye, So I'll sit here and suffer some more, Waiting for the world to fade behind my smokes and pills.....
By: David Scott Fentress
