As I lay here trying to sleep
Tears fall from my eyes, I weep
Why am I unable to dream
When I can all I do is scream
This is all a nightmare
Terrifying, What a scare
The thought I could lose you
Something I don't want to think, but do
Such a dramatic Change to it all
Pain echos off every wall
I scream from the pain in my head
Please end it all, I want to be dead
If I were to die right now
I know he'd want to know why and how
But it wouldn't have to hurt me
I wouldn't have to live with this pain you see
If I'm not alive I don't have to dwell
On those things that make me unwell
Because I'd be dead with no more care
You wouldn't have to worry about being there
I guess you would ultimately
Be free from all forms of worry
No need to care for someone who has past
Because you know it wouldn't last.
