Being a slave
. It is hard to place the reasons on why aimee is happy as a Gorean slave girl but just for You she will do her best.
One thing that aimee can honestly say is that in her enslavement she feels completely and utterly whole. she feels as though she has a purpose. For so long she felt as though she was empty and had no real reason to be on this earth. she felt as though no matter what she did she was unable to please even the lowest of people. No matter what she did she felt as though she was below anyone and everyone. she had no reason to be any part of this world and that the only reason why she was aloud to be here was because it is wrong to kill. When You took her under Your collar she finally felt like she had a purpose that she was on this earth for a reason. You gave her hope that she was a worthy person to be loved. You gave her life a meaning and made her feel like she was whole. You put a plug per say into the hole that had put been into her heart.
she felt as though she had no respect pushed into my direction and that she was simply talked to because it was expected. When You put a collar around her neck she felt as though she was finally free of all the low life type stares that were sent in her direction. That when people looked at her they saw aimee for aimee, as she wanted to be seen not as someone else wanted to see her. For the first time she felt as though people were seeing this human that had a purpose someone that knew where she belonged. she felt that she belonged and that she was where she was meant to be, by Your side and only Your side. People finally saw aimee and the person that she wanted to be her entire life.
Another thing that makes aimee happy being where she is is the fact that You see her. Not that You see a person standing in front of You but as the slave that You have molded into what makes You happy. You turned a woman that had no idea what she was and had no idea what she could be and turned into a pleasing human being that brings pleasure and happiness into Your life. You allow her to be what You want and You allow her the great honor of pleasing You. You bestowed in her this huge honor that no other can have and have made it into her lifes purpose. You allow aimee to be all that she can be and You give her the power to do it. When You first claimed her You saw this thing, this empty hole that had no reason for living and handed it this gift, a gift of pleasure. Not only is she able to give the pleasure but she is handed the pleasure in return.
There are so many things that she can not really think of at this moment. she wants to scream at the roof tops every day about something new that makes her happy and yet when asked she looks like some idiot that has no clue. But in reality she knows exactly what it is. Everyday she thinks to herself how come she is the one He choses? Why is she the one that has been given this honor, the honor of being what You want and what You need?
she knows that this is the place that she is meant to be because every day You look into her eyes and You see her. You don’t see her as this woman in Your bed but as something that is Yours and Yours alone. You look at her with this huge amount of possession as if with every look You are marking her. she wakes every morning with this huge desire to see that look. It has everything from love to desire to need in it, all in one look. Your eyes say to everyone” that she is Yours, that if You hurt her I will kill you”. she feels so safe within Your arms and she feels that no matter where she is that safety will reach her.
Besides the way You gave her purpose and filled a hole. Besides the way You look at her and keeps her safe. she is happy because no matter how far she falls into her slavery she is still in a way standing right besides You. You have given her this love that transcends all other kinds. You have given her this type of meaning to her life. You have given with it a love that many would never know was available.
Being a slave gives her the ability to be everything that she wanted to be. You given her the ability to face her fears and walk through life proud. When You put the collar on her she was able to hold her head up high and proud. When she announces that she is Your slave she feels as though she can do anything, that she is pleasing the man that has brought her so much happiness and hope.
Your collar and Your mark has given an empty soul a new life. If she was not a slave she would simply be this empty shell with no meaning. Sure she would have this love that means the world to her but would it be the same if she was not able to serve and to please? To make love to a man every night that also holds her life in His hands? Would that allow her to put her entire trust into a Man’s hands? she lives to please You and only You. she lives to be all that You need. Being a slave makes her work to make You happy. It makes her want to fight to happy and to fight to show people that she is worthy of Your love and Your collar.
Being a slave allows her to be what You want her to be. she loves You, Master and will always love You.
