jamesbo76's blog: "singing the blues"

All i ever wanted,was someone to love!All i ever wanted,was to give my all!All iever wanted,was to be a good dad!All i ever wanted,wassomeone to love me!All i ever wanted,was a chance at the good life!All i ever wanted,was to not be alone!All i ever wanted,the chance to change someone's life for the better!All i ever wanted,to feel the passionate feel of the woman for me!Have i really found her?I think so cause of the way she makes me feel,the pounding of my heart,when we talk,and the weekness in my knees when i look at her!you know who you are,and why i feel like this!

How to deal with my feelings?I can do the things i used to do,and just give up,and lock my self down in my own little pity party.Or i can take a deep breath,and man up.I know that with a little hard work,and dedication i will climb the mountains before me.I will not give in to the depression,nor will give up hope,because right now thats all i have.The pain inside is getting worse,and the weight is getting heavy,but my shoulders are broad and strong.This day i make the choice to make it,im gonna give it every thing i have,time to man up!

Im fighting stay above water,and getting weary.But i know that i have the strength to see it through,and the power to bust through the walls around me.The secret to being a man is to face every thing head on,and never surrender!

Sometimes there are people that come into your life,and you think they are your good friends.Only to have them stab you in the back,and never talk to them again.I know i have had a few!Then there are the friends that are there for a moment then are gone the next.But there are friends that have lost touch with you but are always in your heart,and you long to be with them agian.Nothing can kill true heart felt feelings for people that you care about.Love is patient,never wavering.