So I've been asking god for a sign. Something, anything about whether or not I should or if I'm even READY to start dating again. I haven't been the first to jump up and say "oh yeah lets go out!" Or even if a guy compliments me I just shake my head and say "uh huh ok" and just kinda gloss over it and not believe it. I just don't want to go there again. So anyway this guy asked me out on Friday I said maybe and got his number. I gave him a call on Saturday talked to him for a few minutes and haven't heard anything. It wasn't a big conversation just "yeah just wanted to make sure you weren't giving me the looser hot line or something!" He said he really wanted to talk to me and would give me a call later....Anyone ever seen Euro-trip? Scottie from Ohio, this guys name is Scott..and hes going to school here but hes originally from Ohio... strange I thought. Anyways. Like I said before I have been looking for some kind of sign. So today I couldn't take sitting at my desk anymore so I went for a quick walk around the block. So when I was Turing one of the corners there was a single rose sitting on the ground. That is strange because there aren't any roses on that particular block, its pretty much just corporate offices and such. So I picked it up and have been wondering if it is meant to be the sign I've been asking for. *sign* Life would be so much easier if there were signs to point out the sings like a big reg and white sign that's an arrow pointing at it saying "HEY LOOK ITS A SIGN ITS OK TO GO OUT WITH THIS GUY!" Type thing....Oh well..