Why is it that I'm 19 and often considered the sweetest person but has never had a boyfriend? I know that I am shy but so are other women. The thing that really upsets me is that all the guys I have spoken or met have told me the same thing: 'Oh I am not like that other guy' or ' I'm different'. But the second I refuse to have any sexual activities with them, they dump me! They then tell me 'Oh I thought that we are both adults and can handle that kind of thing'...honestly do I have the word 'Slut' tattooed on my head? Cause I am not like other girls my age group that are desperate to lose their virginity. Not saying I'm waiting for marriage but I wanna lose it to someone even if we break up, that I won't wish that I had lost it. I can't find one guy that will have an intelligent conversation with me without it getting sexual. People: There are better things in my than having sex, it is good to have some fun but it shouldn't be the main issue of any relationship. Well there is my rant or blog thingy.
Liesl
