Atrocity's blog: "Sickness of reality"

SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCC MAN WHAT THE FUCC IS GOING ON......I TECHNICALLY AM NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG AND AM BEING HATED ON......JUST FUCC IT ITS NOT LIKE ANYONE CARES WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ANYWAYS....

please i need it i feel like shit

Why the hell does everyone seem to want me dead kiCC my ass or have a problem with me....all those who want at me lets fuCCin have it im through playin games! line up! do as you will come at me at once i dont give a fuCC!

man all i want to do is live and i cant do it watchin my baCC wonderin if ill die tomorrow it suCCs yo anyone who knows how i feel let me know

sick of the single life i die for love someone please save me from this emptyness

to elaborate on my blood alchohol level it was 2.5 which is bad i almost died i didnt black out i whited out.....i am lucky to be here today...please show me some support

I almost died last night i had a blood alcohol level up the asshole i dont think ill be able to drink anything for a longggg time... im afraid of it...

i cant believe this im having a really good friday night and then i find out that loco gets himself in a drug deal and such and gets pistol whipped by three different weapons and three different dudes i spent till around three in the morning in the hospital with him.....then i woke up this morning and found out my grandmother is really sick in the hospital......i need someone to talk to or i will flip the fuck out no joke...

I cant believe it after so many years of everyone from it dying and dying...... the last of my good friends has died... I just dont understand how i made it and they didnt...... i love them all with all of my heart... its really hard for me......Thank you to those who have sticken beside me to all this hell i have been going through thank you so much......Im almost through it......im with you all till the end of my time...