Lightning's blog: "shit that pisses me off"

well i found out i hurt my knee alot more than i thought i did, i got a damn good chance i wont be able to ride or race anymore.i dont know what im going to do if i cant ride,i guess i lost the last thing that truly makes me happy. raceing was everything to me,i live for it or better yet, i race to live, to feel alive you know.but now that spark is gone, why is everything i love taken from me, is this my choosen path, or did i bring it on myself, ill ask the lord when i can i guess. its always hard to give up what you love, but i guess this is my battle that i have to fight alone. raceing is my life, raceing is who i am, no, i am the will inside every racer just begging to come out. thats all for now

i swear nobody has worse luck with cell phone like me, i bet i had more than 30. something fucks up with it or i just destroy it myself, i got this phone now i got from a friend and i know he was nice to this thing from day one , i mean its like 600 bucks for this thing, well he gets a new blackberry and tells me i need a new phone so he gives it to me. i had it about two months and it starts fucking up the display when i open it. now i cant see nothing, i mean fuck is it just me or what, i have not destroyed a phone myself in years. damn i just want a phone to last me more than 6 months its starting to get very costly. well thats all i got to say for now so later Fox