MzBBDoll's blog: "Shit , Shit, and More shit..."

It's weird how friends come to be in our lives..God seems to send them when we need them the most! Since I was 7 I had a Wonderful Best Friend whom is still in my heart is like a sister to me, but through, I don't know, age, distance, us not being fond of each others Husbands, we have lost contact.. I still have her number and address. It's just that we have nothing in common anymore! And then a few years ago while playing an online game.. a stranger crossed my path. In talking and slowly spending more of our time together online I got to know his girlfriend (Ex now). Her and I just seemed to have TONS in common... almost to the point of being each others mirror image. We've through the years have stayed in touch through emails, phone, snail mail. We've offered each other help in one form or another. Last night her and I were talking on the phone and she almost had me in tears! Not bad tears, Good tears! She told me something (which I wont reveal) That just made me so Honored to call her my Friend! She also called me her Best Friend! To You Jamie I say Thank You!! As she knows and others who have read my blogs about Drunk Drivers, My life at the moment is in a tail spin! Somedays I dont know if I'm coming or going. And yet she is there for me if I need her... She even offered to send me money knowing I'm in a bind ATM and she herself can afford it no more than I! Of course I turned her down. And to you Jamie, I once again Thank You! Peanut..... You're my Best Friend too!!!

Well thats it ... I've made my mind up .. told my Family.. As of February/March of 2008 I will be going Home to California!! They can come with me or stay here in this Shithole Desert!! My Sister InLaw has already said her butt would be more than happy to help us move our belongings there!! So its done... I'm going!!! I'm saving my Vacation pay and using my taxes and that will be plenty to get hte Hell out and get a place for me and the girls!! Woot, I am soooo ready to go NOW!! Hey Jamie... Wanna follow???????

Ok so if any of you have read my last Blog, You know that on December 16th 2006 I was hit by a Drunk Driver on my way to work at 7am in the morning. I was the passanger in the vehicle. The Girl who hit us had been out partying all night with her Cop friends!! And decided to just go through us as we were sitting at a red light, she pushed us 4 car lengths into the intersection! On that day was the beginning of my families wonderful downfall!! We went out and got a lawyer, why the Hell not I was injured, I fractured my hip!!! I was put out of work for 2 weeks during the Holiday season because of this!! For a cake decorator thats the worst time.. My job was giving away cakes fo free due to this!! I don't make a lot of money so every hour I lose I lose BIG!!! Being the sole provider in the Household this in turn started Me on a road to losing it all!! My one form of transportation was totaled.. I'm now borrowing a car thats over 20yrs old, with black interior, no AC in the Hot Desert!! Which I can deal with...But shouldnt have to!!! I've had to stuggle to pay my rent because of wages lost... phone bills and electricity get paid only when absolutely needed...and tomorrow I lose many possessions that are in my storage unit... photos and wedding dishes of my Grandparents (R.I.P.), quilts I've made for my children, baby albums, plaster hand prints of my babies.....Right now my Lawyer is trying her Hardest to save it!!! I could care less about the rest of the stuff in there its just stuff.... My Mom whom was also the driver in the car got a whole 200+$ for her vehicle which they paid off but we can't afford a new one!! The Drunk Driver was carrying the minimum insurance required by law.. 15k per person, 30k max per vehicle... My Mom who spent the Night in the hospital due to a possiable heart attack on impact.. has a Hospital bill of 27k by itself!!! Now, I'm not writing this for anyones sympathy.... what good does that do me???? I want everyone out there to THINK!!!!!! Think before you take that Drink and then get in the Car!!!! Paris Hilton going to jail for DUI I said "Hooray!!" Give it to her judge!!! Here I am the innocent victim, Struggling because one Human made all the Wrong choices... "NO its NOT just the Drunk Driver who gets screwed!!" So, do the people that are in their path!! And to think........ "We survived this accident?????"

Well for those who havent heard from me in a long time... Heres the skinny.... Well do to the time of year, its been hellish with Birthdays and Holidays, and work... cakes and holidays and OMG birthdays all seem to go together... cakes and work galore!!! What are us adults REALLY doing during the Holidays LOL!!!????!!!! Well then to top it all off with a nice cherry and whip cream, Saturday the 16th of December as I was heading to work with my Mother and sitting at a stop light... Some Drunk Ass Bitch, runs into us... we were her breaks... she pushed us 4 car lengths which put us in the intersection.. luckily, slow so we didnt get t-boned!!! So I ended up going to the hospital in an ambulance because they werent sure if I broke my pelvis.... well theyre still not sure if its fractured. So they put me on light duty and low and behold my job has no light duty for people who werent hurt on the job.... SOOO, I'm on sick leave til January 4th!!!! We have no car either.. I'm borrowing atm... God I hope the Income taxes do me good this Year!!! Well, thats the skinny of it...... Hope you all had a good Christmas, Kwanzaa, Hanakkuh.... or whatever you may celebrate!!! And to all I wish A Happy New Year!!!! PS....... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, Dont Drink and Drive!!!!!!!!

Well its that time of year when we all are feeling a lil in the Holiday Spirit... shit I've been back and forth myself!! Hell, I just got my hours cut... Good so I can finally rest, but bad because they did it now before Christmas.. Hello, I have 3 kids, damb Corporations!! Managers are going for that Bigger Bonus so lets cut hours even though in all reality we've done tons of business and should be getting more!! Hell, just the other day I was high-fived for being #1 in Cake sales in the district!! Then they slap me in the face with this!! Oh well, time to go somewhere else!! Anywho, enough of that, like ya all want to know...LOL!!!! But to ALL of my Friends here at CT I Wish You All!! A Wonderful Holiday Season!! Happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa!! Did I miss anything??? Tons of Love and Many A Kisses!!!!