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What are you waiting for?
I cherish ya all the way. id make it work, long distance or what ever it takes.i want u so bad, like i said, I can tast ya soul, but its be better cover in lye, cos all my life it seems to loose, but i lost that too, so what i do now?
Want me to fall in love show u this or that, life u could have.... marry u an have a fucking life: my life is a bull shit misery so lets get married an say fuck it, is that all u know?
I'm too good to be true an ur to hot to be blue, an we, just make a day come true an it sucks ass, morning is coming late, dawn just past us by, mid day is present, dawn is coming near, hold you, close, id cherish you my dear,
I'm a poet, if u didnt know it, devil bought my way, hell awaits, heaven is you, trouble is time an tired of running, please hold me, im falling, sincere,...im just running blind!...
I'm on a suicide, but sometime we seem to dis tray..wonder what hes really like...glistens,... nite falls, your in bed,, he creeps into your head.. falling in love, to scared.. why are we here, is he near?
door opens, u walk, smell of toast, eggs, well a host for once, but fuck, god damn, where is my boost.. WV, cant it be..
Dream, an dream, wake an turn, u toss, an fill the burn, the hell awaits...heaven on your shoulders, is this really true?, i just lay down
below Don't be scared. just speaking my mind.. after all, want you to be all mine...hold ur hand down the aisle, hold ur hand with glee, hold you very close an be very happily!!!
Why can't I fucking be loved!!!!
I been
getting few messages, not much, from the closed minded fucks out
here..I'm tired of being judged, or criticized upon..I'm a preachers
son of pentecostal faith...yes i know who jesus is an thats who I pray
to.. Yes I study wiccan...if you know wat metaphors are, the god an
goddess to me is jesus angles, an heaven an afterlife, are same too. in
my opinion, cos you wont find 2 people who think the same.. we all are
own individuals an we are seeking a higher power in some way, shap or
form..Google wiccan, You'll find its not of satantic form..Far from
it...So for you people who dont know what wiccan is.. google it before
you judge it, or judge any religion, for that is....For the way I
look.. Its my style..I dont portray to get attention, its just me, cos
I like the gothic style..I love deth metal music, an most hard
hard..Lyrics expain me if you havent notice!! I'm open minded to jam to
some rap at times..For those of you who are confused, wonder why i do
this or that, dont worry about it, cos I am who I am, an you cant
except me for me.. get the fuck off my page, cos I should not have to
set here an explain myself...You low down, disloyal fuckers.....judge
your own self before you judge me, cos all you doing is wasting your
time, cos I really dont give a fuck wat you think.. I have my true
friends, an one true friend is better than 10,000 smucks...So if this
alarms you.. to fucking bad..I am who I am, so stop pointing your
fingers, cos you always got 3 pointing back. Cant judge a book by its
cover.. If you have questions thats fine, but dont set there an say, i
bet you, dont do this or that, cos thats judging.. god help your
souls..yes I cuss, so fucking wat.. its in my vocabulary. Like to say
its a since of not knowing the right words or something.. fuck off!!!
Setting here beside me, holding my head...thanking god for all hes done,
special thanks to Nadine, shes in bed for now, Today is new, now lets see what my brain is said,
Pains kills me, but makes me stronger, drinking this coffee, an smoking this cig just took a shower, not tired yet, giving some thought on this, who knows, Yesterday don't mean shit, just today, hope is test,
testing my patience, over an over again, come a little bit closer, death, never the less for I sit here, wondering, whats it like to be blessed!
had it one time, like to tast a bit of life, again
today is set,
5 o'clock pm, who knows whats ahead for the birds began to tweet, sun rise, mother nature at best, dusk till dawn, fill this day with sunshine
cos my brain is under to much stress,
needing fulfillment, for this torchor awaits been there, prepared, hoping I can pass the test 100 times over an over, I've done it before but don't seem enough yet! depressed!
hope one day, god will see, satisfaction, may god an the goddess bless this day, unforeseen circumstances lies ahead, when I wake,
sun down, time to get out of bed!!
Life is a game, life is a shame, life....its all to blame...nothing goes right, all up in smoke, just hanging here, all alone, cold, on this tight rope!
if I was to go, who would miss me, who would even care? id be the only one at my funeral, all bliss, all i can bare..life.. just sucks...all in vain, no morals, so here is to you, I'll share!
I'm not scared to tell how i fill, you read away an probably think, suicide ya it crosses my mind, but something keeps me alive, hope, about it, why should I lie?
nothing left for me, it seems, so blur all the time, No idea, what a hideous stream, hit me from my blind side way it seem to goes, put down, controlled, chained to this dream
out reaching for something new, can't breath, smothered, an time passes me bye, memories sinks within me, grabbing for an invisible sphere.
once was there, but now, its in the sky
if I would die, lest i could fly, touch the sky, an live a life, NO! all this drama, might be in hell, flames burning my soul wouldn't be no different than now, just no flame, might slide.
heaven, afterlife, its there, whats keeping me alive? all evil must go, better get off my back, cos I will win, I'll survive..
Blessed be to all the god an goddess.. I need some fucking help here!!
Cos we only live once, an 29 yrs later, I'm still miserable, wanting to die!,
a joint, some snow, pills, put me out of reality or I'll loose an veer!!
Cos Life is a game, life is a shame, life....its all to blame..Lifes a lie!!
What If I Lost It Lyrics
Artist(Band):Bloodsimple
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When the time is right you got to get up and fight
When your number's up you gotta get up and die
Yeah!
Would you walk five blocks when you gotta meet me
That skin will get numb
How many times have you been mistreated
How many times have you been mislead
They brought this nightmare to light
All we wanted was to be respected
Learned our lessons, and don't you forget
We stand larger than life
What if I lost it
It was said and done but I needed some more,
I hadn't had enough, kept kicking in doors
Yeah!
Would you walk five blocks when you gotta meet me
That skin will get numb
How many times have you been mistreated
How many times have you been mislead
They brought this nightmare to light
All we wanted was to be respected
Learned our lessons, and don't you forget
We stand larger than life
What if I lost it
Convicted with no excuse
So just pull the trigger, I got nothin' to lose you know
Disputed, Disputed I will not be locked down
Split lipped with nothin' to lose
You know I never really change my point of view you know
Dispute it, the victim is you...
I will not be locked down
How many times have you been defeated
How many times have you been depressed
How many times have you taken the beating
How many times have you been put to the test
All we wanted was to be respected
Learned our lessons, and don't you ever forget
We stand larger than life
What if I lost it
Would you walk five blocks to meet me
That skin will get numb
kill, kill, kill, life empty hands, has its toll... these screams echo in my ears, how much more can I hold....
lifes misery, has taken me by the hand..even tho...I could walk you across the quick sand... NO!...you always pull me down..in this hole.
can't breath, forsaken me...never again...strive, an try, but all I get is grief... you always take my kindness for weakness an leave me with no soul
the pain is unbearable, all I wanted was released..always a bull shit story to tell, bet your tired of reading.. only what's on my mind i speak, what is this life?. Falling an no way out, Falling in this bottomless hole
The future is destruction, for today I live in hell, pouring out my soul, I'm the one want to live...
Always searching, finding temptation on the way, y does it seem, just a fucking another day...
Dreams run in my head, work, play, bullshit life if u ask me. wanting what i cant have, an getting what i don't give a crap.. Seems to be the used, but all i wanted was a friend at last...
never ending story, chaos on the line...Heaven on my black past soul, always down in this hole.. Bumping my head on the ground u walk on, breaking the 9th ladder step...
Crumbling to the bottom again....RIP, may god help this land...12 hrs of work, in 3 hours of sleep, Dreams of the past!!
dreaming an dreaming, life is at hands grapse, tied to this logging chain of death. reaching out, but no one hears me, grip of sin, got me now.
waking up to a bullshit day, nothing has changed, everything well set.
tomorrow will be the same, what there to look forward too sitting here alone in this dark cell of torcher, rattling the chains of death life annoying the piss out of me, tired of these ups an downs nothing ever seems to go right, bullshit you bet.
pulling my hair out, screams echo through these naked walls empty can rattles the most, a trap waiting to be set, trip an fail, but i was already in this, naked shadows follow my past!
talking to myself, what don't u get? lies, slavery, pain, misery, tormenting my soul, lonely road holds my best!
craving fresh new air, smothered in the pain that was born why me? mistake at birth, betrayed for what, to live on this ungodly earth
to be a master of puppet for whom to say, agony stabbing me in the back
for me to squirm on this tight rope, that was gave at conception, fuck this birth! life, death, live an love, finding a soul mate, cherishing the day
just a dream I'll never have..
fight so hard to get, all i get is the bird! ya fuck you, fuck this, an fuck life, this is a bullshit birth
