Wow she really did a number on me.
I find myself drinking more just to fight the urge
to call her
txt her
bug her.
I was so in love with this girl
willing to make my life revolve around her
All I wanted was to show her
that people would love her
no matter what her issues were
I never wanted to change her
I just wanted lover her and treat her
the way I felt she should be treated
but I guess
my love, my unconditional love
was just not enough
I can believe I lost her
I still believe she is so perfect to me
and I fear I will never get her back
and that is what hurts the most
she know more of me than anyone
including the mother of my son
and I lost her
to what
to whom
I'm lost
I guess I just love to much
and will always be my undoing
because I know I will never change.
I just want to die sometimes
the only thing keeping me here
is my son
Thank GOD for him
I can no wait to blow this town
because I can not go anywhere
without being reminded of her
Cheryl,
I know you said to keep our life private
but I can't help it
You took more than you will ever know
I don't see how I will ever find anyone
so special
as you were to me
I miss you so much
I would do anything to get you back
anything...