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back 2 school

Well it's been close to 3 weeks and im getting real freaking board. Just how much guitar hero 3 can I play and how many movies can I download? Yes I am looking forward to getting back to school. Yes I know im 40 and getting kind of old , but why do a job that is going to beat my body down anymore then it already is, when I can try and find a nitch and do things I really enjoy. I don't need a lot of money to be happy, I am pretty damn happy I am remembering things from my classes 3 week later. Who would have thought I would have any memory retention left after all the ….. Well you know. And after completely destroying my goals of mediocrity. This time im going to pull for a 3.0 average. Now if I could only swing an opportunity top get some more hands on experience with video production and editing. Maybe i can just whore myself of to see if i can pick up some hands on side work.

mediocrity rocks

well after 25 years of not seeing the inside of a class room I am about 1/2 finished with my first semester and so far my goal of getting c's is coming to pass . Even getting guitar hero the weekend before my midterms didn’t hurt that’s why I say mediocrity rocks. Other then that I have been putting my new found knowledge to good work , beside playing with 90k dollar hd video cameras and all the brand new toys in the media department .{ I want to make a mst3k rip off with real bad 1970’s cheesy porn } the agro and horticulture classes kick ass . I think I might have to change my major from nursery management to landscape design. Either way my hobby green house has paid off dividends big time. Well hope to get back here more and maybe I might get my mumm privileges back some day if not FU Fubar management.

not enough time it seems

going back to school after 25 years has been alot of work , I have so little free time its not funny . But I guess it beats getting a job :) so hope to get some more time soon maybe even get a little time to go on line for a little while . laters

from the battle feild

I'm pretty damn sure you wont be hearing this in the msm and if so it will be buried on the back page of the home and garden section.So I am going to pass it along I have seen the horror Al Qaeda is guilty of monstrosities in Iraq - no matter what anyone says MICHAEL YON Sunday, August 5th 2007, 4:00 AM Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

{Major Mark Bieger, an American soldier, holds a wounded child after a suspected Al Qaeda car bomb exploded in Mosul in 2005.} Amid all this talk of timetables for the War in Iraq, blurred as they are by a strange lemming-like compulsion to declare the "surge" strategy a failure almost before it actually began, one deadline looms larger with each passing day: It's time for a reckoning with the truth. The problem is that almost none of those who have cast themselves as truth-tellers have the requisite credibility for the job. The one man who does was told he had only until September to evaluate progress. I'm not suggesting that I make a worthy substitute for the commanding general, David Petraeus, on this or any subject, but since December of 2004, I have spent roughly a 1½ years on the battlefields of Iraq. I've traveled alongside American Army and Marines and British forces, from Basra to Mosul and just about anywhere of note in between. When it comes to Iraq, being there matters because of the massive disconnect between what most Americans think they know about Iraq, and what is actually going on there. The current controversy about the extent to which Al Qaeda is a threat to peace in Iraq is a case in point. Questions about which group calling itself an offshoot of Al Qaeda is really an offshoot of Al Qaeda is a distraction masquerading as a debate. Al Qaeda is in Iraq, intentionally inflaming sectarian hostilities, deliberately pushing for full scale civil war. They do this by launching attacks against Shia, Sunni, Kurds and coalition forces. To ensure the attacks provoke counterattacks, they make them particularly gruesome. Five weeks ago, I came into a village near Baqubah with American and Iraqi soldiers. Al Qaeda had openly stated Baqubah was their worldwide headquarters — indeed, Al Qaeda leader Abu Musab al-Zarqawi was killed just a short drive away. Behind the village was a palm grove. I stood there, amid the crushing stench of death, and photographed the remains of decapitated children and murdered adults. I can still smell the rotting corpses of those children. Clearly, not every terrorist in Iraq is Al Qaeda, but it is Al Qaeda that has been intentionally, openly, brazenly trying to stoke a civil war. As Al Qaeda is now being chased out of regions it once held without serious challenge, their tactics are tinged with desperation. This may be the greatest miscalculation they've made in their otherwise sophisticated battle for the hearts and minds of locals, and it is one we must exploit. In fact, some Sunni insurgents who formerly were allies of Al Qaeda have turned on them simply because Al Qaeda has proven it will murder anyone — and in the most horrible ways. One of these groups is called the 1920 Revolution Brigade, which turned on Al Qaeda and joined forces with the U.S. On July 16, I was with American Army forces, Iraqi Army forces and 1920 fighters when together they went off to hunt Al Qaeda. The 1920s guys were in front of us. They got hit by a bomb that was almost certainly planted by terrorists. A major gunfight ensued. Anyone who says Al Qaeda is not one of the primary problems in Iraq is simply ignorant of the facts. I, like everyone else, will have to wait for September's report from Gen. Petraeus before making more definitive judgments. But I know for certain that three things are different in Iraq now from any other time I've seen it. 1. Iraqis are uniting across sectarian lines to drive Al Qaeda in all its disguises out of Iraq, and they are empowered by the success they are having, each one creating a ripple effect of active citizenship. 2. The Iraqi Army is much more capable now than it was in 2005. It is not ready to go it alone, but if we keep working, that day will come. 3. Gen. Petraeus is running the show. Petraeus may well prove to be to counterinsurgency warfare what Patton was to tank battles with Rommel, or what Churchill was to the Nazis. And yes, in case there is any room for question, Al Qaeda still is a serious problem in Iraq, one that can be defeated. Until we do, real and lasting security will elude both the Iraqis and us. Yon is a former Special Forces soldier who later became a writer and a photographer. His work appears in the Weekly Standard, the National Review and on www.michaelyon-online.com .
You're Totally Sarcastic
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You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.
Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.
And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

duh

Your EQ is 67
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50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

im dark purple

Dark Purple
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To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody.
In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think.
And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends.
You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that.
After reading some comments on a mumm today I had the urge to go on a small rant. First things first vanilla people who think they have a fucken idea about dominance and submission need to get a clue. 1. Submission dose not = a doormat 2. Submission dose not = wussy 3. Submission is not about being less of a person. If anything its harder then most in the vanilla world would ever understand. From birth men are taught to be dominate and in control, being submissive as a man is some how looked down on as being less then a man. News flash numb nuts, it takes a whole lot more confidence and self knowing to be able to buck the tide and be submissive if that’s what you truly are. Just because I choose to submit to a special somebody doesn’t mean I will submit to just anybody. And to get put into a classification I don’t fit in weak, wussy, ECT. Means 1. You have no fucken idea who I am and 2. Your making a blanket statement based on the lames punks you deal with in your watered down fake walled up lives. I submit because I chose to submit. I do it because it makes me feel good to please them and that takes a whole lot more balls then to just go along with the status quo in the cookie cutter world most people live in. I wonder how many so called dominate people are secure with themselves enough to kneel down before the person they care for and surrender themselves to that person. To be able to open up and be completely and be totally vulnerable because they can trust the other enough to respect and honor the gift that is submission. ok im done with my rant

Confusion is my friend

At what point? I have serious issues with rejection, and this doesn’t always work well with love/relationship life. I want to be completely upfront with people from the beginning, but I don’t know at what point I should tell the people I have a desire to get closer to all my inner most secrets. Opening up to casual acquaintances dose what for me? And if I wait till they are no longer acquaintances did I wait to long to divulge my issues/ secrets? And doses that mean the whole thing is damned because it’s based o lies. As I see not telling is equal to lying. Inner conflicts are my friends; they have to be since they come around all the time and never clean up after they are done.
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