Midnight Mistress's blog: "separated"

life is getting so much better after being separated, I am much happier and have come to relize that ppl change and sometimes we cant stay with the ones we have been with for ever. I have been seeing someone for a couple of weeks now and that helps letting go. My best friend is going through some hard times with his marriage I really hope he makes it through this hard time just know it gets better after time..

Does age really even matter now days? some say young people are not mature enough in life, but the way I see it is it depends on the person and how they are in life. You can be 40 years old and act so immature its pittiful. I see some young adults in life thats in their 20's and are responsable and respectful and know how to treat someone, then you have the older group that is disrespectful and has noclue what to do in life.anyways im just blabbin lol..

Life is getting better day by day things start to make more sense. I think I can be happy again. I thank my mother for her support and all my friends. hugs..

Tell me how I'm suppose to breathe with no air [oohhhh] [ Jordin S.] If I Should die Before I wake, Its cause You took My breath Away. Losing you is like living in a world with no air Ohhh... [ Chris B.] I'm here, Alone, Didn't want To leave. My heart won't move, It's incomplete. Wish there Was a way That I can make you to understand, (Pre-Chorus) But How, Do you expect me, To live alone with just me? 'Cause my world revolves around you, Its so hard for me to breathe. (Chorus) Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air. Can't live, can't breathe with no air. That's how I feel whenever you ain't there. There's No Air No Air. Got me out here in the water so deep. Tell me how you gon' be without me. If you ain't here, I just can't breathe. Its No Air No Air. No air air (ohhhh) No air air (noooo) No air air (ohhhh) No air air [ Chris B.] I Walked, I Ran, I Jumped, I Flew, Right off the ground, To float to you. There's no gravity, To hold me down, For real. [Jordin S.] But Somehow I'm still alive inside. You took my breath, But I survived. I don't know how, But I don't even care. (Pre-Chorus) So How, Do you expect me, To live alone with just me? 'Cause my world revolves around you, Its so hard for me to breathe. ( Chorus) Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air. Can't live can't breathe with no air. That's how I feel whenever ain't there. Its No Air No Air. Got me out here in the water so deep. Tell me how you gon' be without me. If you ain't here, I just can't breathe There's No Air No Air No air air (ohhhh) No air air (ohhhh) No air air (ohhhh) No air air uhh uhh uhh No Air (ohhh) uhh uhh uhh No Air (ohhh) uhh uhh uhh Its No Air No Air Heyyy.. Oooooo.. No Aiiiiiir Oooooo.. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (Chorus) Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air. Can't live can't breathe with no air. That's how I feel whenever you ain't there. There's No Air No Air. Got me out here in the water so deep. Tell me how you gon' be without me. If you ain't here I just can't breathe. There's No Air No Air. Do you expect me, To live alone with just me? 'Cause my world revolves around you, I'ts so hard for me to breathe. (Chorus) Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air. Can't live can't breathe with no air. That's how I feel whenever you ain't there. It's No Air No Air. [ Jordin S.] Got me out here in the water so deep. [ Chris B.] Tell me how you gon' be without me. [ Jordin S.] If you ain't here, I just can't breathe. [Both] There's No Air No Air No air air (ohh) No air air (ohh) No air air (No air)

Never make a Man priority when he only makes you and option. ~Unknown~

well I was married for 3 years and separated on my 3rd year on the day!!! I dont know what will happen because He didnt know what he really wanted to do, but I think maybe he did. Things just didnt work out anymore, thats why its very important to have comunication. Thats something we lacked. well Moday will be a week but we didnt see each other for 3 weeks until Friday night. and it was like nothing ever happend I didnt feel strange with him coming by but after he left I missed him still. I hope we can work things out but until then I will take care of me and my girls.