sometimes what we are searching for .. isnt what we end up getting .... life is funny like that .... and then one day u find urself searching again ..maybe I AM not making any sense and no one will prolly even read this ..... so just a waste of time ... u ever want something so bad that u wish u could go back and change and do things different .... one of my best friends lost her life last year .... I miss greatly and if I could go back and change te way things happen I would ..... u think u have all the time in the world to tell someone that u love them and u think oh I can wait until tomorrow .... when we chat .... and then tomorrow never came
I often think that if I could have stopped her ... if only she would have called me and talked to me all night she would still be here today ... well the last time I talked to here was only a few days b4 her life ended.... if maybe I just said hey come spend the weekend at my house we will go out and search for new guys ... or maybe just flirt with them ... after I got off the phone with her I knew in my heart that would be the last time I would ever hear her voice and i wanted to call her back and say I love u .... but U got busy and it never happen ..... two days later she was gone .... :( I hope in her heart that she just knew that I love her like I have told her many times b4 .... well the reason I am writing this is not to make people feel sorry for me but maybe open some people eyes and think to themselves .... how many loved ones did u tell today that u loved them .... u should never assume someone knows that u love them ..... so say it more often just so they know for sure :)....
never put off tomorrow what u could be doing today .... u maybe be able to change someones life forever .... so please stop and think even if its just to ur self ... is there someone u need to tell them u love them .... I'm sure there at least one person u thinking of right at this very moment .. i know I am ....
well I hope u are all having a great day and smile someone is thinking of u ...hugs ... :)