a piercing pain riped through my heart.
as i lay in your arms on that one rainy night.
i loved you so much yet you wanted no part.
you wasnt mine to love like this
you wasnt mine to need so much
you wasnt mine to ask this of you
you wasnt mine to ask to be true
all of this in my head rang true
as i curled up lay next to you.
you held me tightly in your arms
as tear drops fall from shiny eyes
no answers could i give you to why i cryed that way,
yet the tighter you held me the harder i cried
as the realiseation that you wasnt mine took place.
you asked if i wanted to give it go,
my heart leeped at the thought but was sceptical
so againtst this before had you been
you say you are sure that this is what you want,
you tell me yes but still i see the fear in your heart,
i lie with you so silent and still
afrid that this is all just a hevenly dream.
