I always feel lonely.My husband is never home when I need him.He's always @ the da*n firehall.It makes me feel like he would rather be there then here with me, and it hurt's me so much.He picks his friends and the firehall over me almost every day.He dont care how I feel inside.I tell him to leave for good but he won't.I would rather be apart from him then have to keep feeling lonely.I would rather be with some one that will be there for me then always away.I miss being loved.I wish I could find some one that care's how I feel.I want to find some one that will love me.I hope some day I will find that person.
