Earlier today..
i found out that one of my dog's died of a rattle snake bite. *pouts*
when i found out i went to my parents where he was staying at to find out everything. my heart sank finding the news out and knowing he may have suffered. have yet to cry about it. thank god no one has asked me 'are u ok' cause that seems to bring all the tears out. i guess it hasn't really hit me that he's gone now.
k strike that..it just hit me now..2:05am
2:15am
had to stop for a bit while typing this.
and had to stop yet again. can't stop..well u know..*tears*
i know ppl will say how sad..but it's different when it's your dog. parents would always say that he was there grandchild and he was one of my kids.
i'm gonna miss him a lot.
he's one of 3 dogs i had. him, his wifey, and there son. they recently had two other puppies about two months ago. him and his wifey were given to me by my ex fiancee about 4 yrs ago. he was a mini rot. the most kindest sweetest rot you'll ever meet.
had to call my ex..he raised him up since he was a lil puppy. he was holding back tears. and asked me why i didn't cry. couldn't really answer him.cause i didn't even know than.
eww tears r kinda sticky *wipes tears*
*sighs* now my eyes red and all drained out of tears. i'm ready to say goodbye to him.
k maybe not all drained out..damn my eyes r like a dripping focet that won't stop.
i'll be alright no worries. it will pass and i still got 2...well now 4 dogs to take care of.
just wanted to share the news and one of the reasons y i wasn't on most of the afternoon till now..at 2 in the morning.
thanks for reading *half a smile*
~dina
