BisexualVampyre's blog: "Sad"

and it wont go away.

and i feel like i want to go play in traffic and never come home.

I am sorry that I didnt realize sooner that I am hurting you. I am sorry that I am still in love with someone. He left me a long time ago and came back into my life...I dont know what to do. All I can say is sorry...if I could make the feelings go away I would but I cant. I am hurting you staying here...I dont know what else to do. I feel like if I would have never met you that your life would be so much better. Maybe if I move to Cali you will forget about me.

You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. ~Breaking Benjamin (That is exactly what he did to me a second time)