You can't sum people up in a few words, and you can never be fully objective about yourself. Chances are, that when you're busy defining yourself in a paragraph, you're telling people more about who you want to be than who you really are. But what I do Know is: My Name Is Carissa, I am the Same as all of you. Deal with it, you are not Individual. I Wish I had bigger boobs And a Smaller Bum. I fall In love Far to easy. I find something in everyone to be jealous off. I Dont believe anything anyone tells me If its a compliment. Im arrogant and hate people disagreeing with me, On the same point I hate it when people agree with everything I say. I am a Fool In love. I contradict my self far to often. Im too honest, My best and worst attribute. I am fascinated By people. Nice guys Bore me. Horrid guys Break my heart. I want to be loved. I have an over whelming desire to be Liked. I have a quirky thing with time, and show signs of OCD. I have an urge to please people I love no matter how much it goes against what I want. Im paranoid, possessive and jealous. I pretend Im stronger then what I am. I have a Huge Eclectic taste in music. Films are my Vice. I smoke Menthol cigarettes. And I love it I watch far to many American sitcoms. But they make me giddy. I drink Far too Much. I adore cheap Wine. Sometimes I wish I could get away from everything. But then I realise How good I have it. I spend Far too Much time in the clouds apposed to reality. People Say im pedantic. I disagree. I love theatre. And Sarah Kane. I wish I was beautiful. I love being given compliments yet I never believe them. I compare too many people to my ideal. And it never works out. I Long for someone I feel compfortable doing Nothing with. I wish I Didnt know how it feels to be In love. And then lose it. I wish I wasnt as Shallow as i am. I wish I Had Someone to call my own. I wish I Could be someone else. I then realise How great i have it. And wish i wasnt so ungreatful for everything. I want someone Who can see me without my make up and Bath hair and still think im beautiful.