Mercedes's blog: "The rantings of a submissive heart"

To love with no love in return… Is a fate worst than death…

To bare your soul … To the cruel and angry…

To open your heart… To the cynical mind…

I don’t live for the love of life… I’m here against my will…

I exist for others amusement… Beat me till I scream… Tears will never fall…

Rip the flesh from my body… My will stands tall…

No life here… My heart is dead…