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I found the wrong path far to easily, When I was looking light I was so decieved
LIke a moth I was drawn but it was only fire
I play the game and I lost and in my darkest hour
I sent out an sos when all hope seemed to be grim
I sent out an sos and this is what it said
Take me to a higher place
Remind me what faith is
Show me just one good reason
To keep on livin
I sent out a prayer not knowing if any one could hear me
I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream
and god sent you to me
I had gotten lost, helping other find them selves
When I gave all I had I realized I had nothing else
As hollow as I felt I needed some one to save me
So I sent out an sos seeking to find some meaning
Take me to a higher place
Remind me what faith is
Give me just one good reason
To continue livin
I sent out a prayer, not knowing if any one would hear me
I sent out a prayer, a cry, a scream
and god sent you to me
You answered from no where and showed me how to care
How to let love in again how to feel whats real again
You showed me the light, you brought me from my darkest night
You gave me strength and I can do is thank
god for an answer so one small request
thank god for listening to one broken womans sos
I'm not simple or easy
and its true I'm some times needy
I may make you feel guilty
break you down at times
But when I do these things
Its only to get your attention
I need you so much
and some times I forget to mention
That I love you quite a bit
Although you feel like a stanger
See lately things arn't the same
I feel you drifting away
So I am sorry for when I make you feel bad
I dont want you to leave
but the reason I do these things
Is because all I feel is grief
I need more then you realize
and you pretend as though I am ok
Your forget me and dont call me
and one day it will be I
who doesnt stay
Aquarius About Your Sign...
Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.
Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.
They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive, so that the Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is much anticipated by psychic circles as an age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening. The Aquarian philosophical and spiritual bent may be dangerous in that it can drive the subjects into an ivory-tower existence where they meditate on abstractions that bear little relevance to life. On the other hand it can help the many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind. When some cause or work of this nature inspires them, they are capable of such devotion to it that they may drive themselves to the point of exhaustion and even risk injuring their health.
Both types need to retire from the world at times and to become temporary loners. They appreciate opportunities for meditation or, if they are religious, of retreats. Even in company they are fiercely independent, refusing to follow the crowd. They dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms. Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.
In spite of the often intensely magnetic, forthcoming and open personality of the more extrovert kind of Aquarian, and of their desire to help humanity, neither type makes friends easily. They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them. They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life. However, they are sometimes disappointed emotionally because their own high personal ideals cause them to demand more of others than is reasonable. And if they are deceived their anger is terrible. If disillusioned, they do not forgive.
Aquarians work best in group projects, provided that they are recognized as having a leading part in them. They have a feeling of unity with nature and a desire for knowledge and truth that makes them admirable scientists, especially astronomers and natural historians. They may excel in photography, radiography, electronics - anything connected with the electrical and radio industries - aviation and everything technical. On the arts and humanities side their progressive tendencies can be expressed in writing, especially poetry, and broadcasting, or as welfare workers and teachers. Some have gifts as entertainers and make good character actors (having an ability to mimic) and musicians. The more psychic among them possess healing gifts, especially in curing the mentally sick.
Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions. Aquarians can be a threat to all they survey or a great boon for humanity in general. Circumstances - for example, continuous opposition to a cause they hold dear - may cause the atrophy of the openness of mind that is one of the Aquarian's most attractive traits. They may express a lack of integrity in broken promises, secretiveness or cunning. Simmering anger and resentment, rudeness or, worse, a tense, threatening silence which may suddenly burst out in eruptions of extreme temper, these are all part of the negative side of the Aquarian. This can also reveal itself in a sustained hatred for enemies that is capable of enlarging itself into a misanthropy toward the whole of mankind.LIKESFighting for CausesDreaming and Planning for the FutureThinking of the PastGood CompanionsHaving FunDISLIKESFull of Air PromisesExcessive LonelinessThe OrdinaryImitationsIdealisticAs with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As an Aquarius you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.
Problem: Being left all alone while others enjoy the companionship you long for.Solution: You should practice expressing your humanity by accepting people the way they are and not find too much fault in them.
Problem: You always seem to miss the boat when it comes to love.Solution: Try letting down the mental guard that you keep on your emotions that stops you from being the self you long to be.
Problem: You always seem to miss out on the better jobs or big promotions at work.Solution: Learn to use your positive side in teamwork and group effort, the lone wolf approach will get you nowhere.
Problem: You seem to become physically ill more than you should.Solution: By repressing your emotions you drive the unrest deep inside where it can cost you in terms of health. Express your feelings but do it with tact.
Your ruling planet is URANUS
Mean distance from the Sun(AU) 19.218Sidereal period of orbit(years) 84.01Equatorial radius(km) 25559Polar radius(km) 24973Body rotation period(hours) 17.24Tilt of equator to orbit(degrees) 97.92Number of observed satellites 15
Society is a hypocrisy and living is just fighting to breath minority is the majority we can't unite and show our loyalty so we battle to our full ability even though we want the same shit politically greed consumes our dignity we have to suffer tragity before we find humanity, you cant tell me this aint sad to see when this isn't the way its suppose to be. Don't ever forget the love and piece because our nation it only as strong as its weakest link
LOUNGE STAFF RULES (all staff must agree to terms to become staff)
1.) Staff must be in the lounge at least 5 times before being considered for staff
2.) If a member is being considered for staff, s/he must be voted on by all top staff
3. ) Top staff must be staff for at least two weeks before being considered for a Top staff position
4.) If a staff member is being considered for top staff they must be voted on buy all other top staff memebers
5.) If you have a problem with a staff memeber you must talked to the owner (DJ Chaotic Cutie). Do not start drama in the lounge or fight with the other staff memeber! A meeting will be arranged in yahoo messanger with myself (DJ Chaotic) and both parties involved.
6.) All staff must have all other staff added to their friends list
7.) If a DJ misses two shifts with out them being excused they will be put on probation. If they miss four shifts with out being excused they will be fired. If a dj however gets a hold of a GM or the Owner and tells them they will not be able to make it ahead of time, it will be excused.
8.) All new staff must be in at least 7 of the first 14 days they are staff. If they have not met the requirement by the 14th day they will be placed on probation and have to be in at least 6 of the next 10 days. If they are unable to be in for a acceptable reason it will be excused however if they just do not meet the requirement they will be fired.
9.) If a staff member should be caught in another lounge and not be in Desires in the Dark they will be instantly put on probation for 2 weeks. There will be exceptions to this rule however they will be few.
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Alliances are made and broken
Lines are never clearly drawn
Hearts Rise and Drop
And all that rise do fall
Friends are left behind
Because words spread like feather
Rumors break the ties
Nothing really means forever
Just a general rant really about all and everything that is fubar. Okies its not all a rant, its good and bad and everything in between :P So I have been on fubar for probably about four years all together and have noticed a lot of different things.
With all that being said I think that is a pretty good summary. If you can think of anything else that you believe needs to be on the list please let me know! :D
You speak to me in whispers some times just with your eyes.
I can feel when you are hurting before a tear will leave your eye.
I care for you always and some times I know the right words to say,
Some times i can only hold you to comfort down the pain.
I will stand beside you always if you need me I will be there.
Fear not my connection to you, Just take peace knowing that its sincere
Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
You made me horny
So heres what to do
Eat me Beat me Bite me Blow me
Suck me Fuck me Very Slowly
If you kiss me don't be Sassy
Use your tongue and make it nasty
My self disapline is deluted
I water myself down
I cant see through this rainfall
all I hear is the pelting sounds
This storm is never ending
Lighting stikes apon my touch
I will no longer keep defending
A person who will not give enough
Bear your soul to me
and I will stop the pain
I am the only mother of nature
Only I will clear the rain
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