I'm just your average 23 year old girl trying to figure out what's going in my life at the moment.I'm sick to death of getting fucked around and lied to. Why is it when you meet someone whom you think you can trust they turn out to be just like the rest of them?Fuck you foreverI'll despise you for the rest of these daysFuck you foreverI'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life I work full time in a pub. When i'm not working I like seeing my friends and going to gigs or out for a drink.I am Stupidly excited about this years Download Festival.I have a livejournal, my username is 'em_marie'. Most of it's friends only tho, i've had it for just over 2 years so there's a lot of stuff in it and I don't want to make it all fully public, so ask to be added :)My friends are my life, there's nothing I wouldn't do for any of them, unfortunately one of my very best friends lives in Australia and I hardly see her.I drink too much Jagermeister.I am one of the most insecure people you could probably meet, I don't like myself at all and have trouble believing anyone else could. I get really nervous in social situations unless i'm totally comfortable with who i'm with.