I had a revelation,
take all this frustration I have,
take it all in and laugh
map it all out
and strap it all down
and relax
all the slack taken in
and tightened again
never frightened again
of the fights I can't win
a new beginning I need
from the greed and the hate
in this state I cant leave
I can't believe my poor fate
Too late to relieve the need to create
a family and life but the strife is unended
and the pain is to great and wounds stay un meanded
extended my heart on my sleave till Im renderd
bended and broken a stroke of bad luck.
sending a token to you with my open mind stuck
Fuck the fall that Ive had I can pick myself up
But its all up to you Im erupted destructed,
disgusted with this ,
busted and broken with only one wish,
Im listening please tell me the answer I missed.
Blistered my mind the end I insist
Shake my fist in the air and open my wrist...
If your listening to this and missing the jist
ITs the devil Ive seen and it's her that I kissed.
Criss cross my heart that I've given my all,
a tall order livin' and not to live in the past
To fast was our ending, but an ending at last.......