Somebody wrote this but I don't know who. I can relate to it in SO many ways!
if i ever push you away,
i don’t really mean to.
when i tell you i don’t want to talk about it
i do, i am just looking for the right words.
give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will.
i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time.
at the moment, i am working on the ratio.
when i get really quiet sometimes
it is because i have too much to say
i have thought of too many things to tell you
all at once
and i don’t know what to say first.
i get immaturely jealous of anyone
who gets to see you on a daily basis.
i miss you real easily.
but i also like it that we can be
a p a r t
and we are both okay. space is good, too.
i love the way we love some of the same things.
and i love how we love entirely different things.
my head is a complicated pile of thoughts,
and fears, and cravings, and dreams,
and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and,
somehow, the future.
i am flawed and i am human and i am broken and
i am trying. and i am one person
and i am two hands and i am one heart.
and i love you and i am so glad you are here.
6/15/10 by somebody
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