DragonMaster Fears None's blog: "Reflections"

Just to make it clear to all....Family and friends.....even though it is nice to know that everyone is there when and if I need....and all have been so kind to offer a friendly ear....I shall not take up any of your kind offers. It is not a sign of disrespect or that I do not trust anyone but I know I have to overcome the current situation on My own and feel this is the only way I can deal with what is happening now. If I am not around much you will all know and understand why.......I have to do this alone Thank you Hugs

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posted on 01/02/2009&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:01&nbs-08:00;am

For........Someone!!
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To The Moon and Back… She's taking her time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much." And, "Daddy never keeps in touch. That's why she shies away from human affection." But somewhere in a private place She packs her bag for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him, She's saying, "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?" She can't remember a time when she felt needed. If love was red then she was colour blind. All her friends, they've been tried for treason And crimes that were never defined. She's saying "Love is like a barren place And reaching out for human faith is like a journey I just don't have a map for." So baby's gonna take a dive and Push the shift to overdrive Send a signal that she's hanging All her hopes on the stars What a pleasant dream She's saying, "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?" (Hold on, Hold on) "Mama never loved her much." And, "Daddy never keeps in touch. That's why she shies away from human affection." But somewhere in a private place She packs her bag for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him, She's saying, "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?" "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?"

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posted on 12/31/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;07:12&nbs-08:00;am

Reflection Of A Year Gone By
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The past 12 months have been very hard indeed for me personally and has taught me a great deal about myself and others, there have been some dark times and even sometimes that have made me wonder how we manage to survive sometimes in this crazy mixed up world of ours. I have lost many things this year, I lost my home and everything I worked so hard for over the years and I also lost a very close and dear friend who felt that they just could not go on any further despite my own efforts to try and convince them that there were many reasons why they should stand up and fight, which in turn made me realise that yes it was worth fighting for no matter how hard it may all seem at the time. Also here in fuland, not all has been plain sailing, I have gained and lost friends, even had my heart tugged a few times and have become very close to a few also, none more so than one who is very dear to my heart and will always remain so…….but … There have been times, and now is one of those times when I have felt is it really worth all of the troubles and heartache that sites like this can bring to you, I have and always will try to be the very best friend to anyone who wishes to seek my friendship and have always been proud of the fact that many have chosen to come to me and confide, no matter what and I have always kept that trust no matter what but lately, something has happened that has left me both deeply saddened and shocked by its very nature and through this I have lost a very close and dear friend as a result of something I had nothing to do with yet can do nothing to change what has resulted in this instance. But over all there has been one thing that has kept me going through out this past year and that has been the support of some very dear and loving friends, without who, I would have left here without a second thought……..to those, I thank you from the very depth of my heart and is with friends like you that have made me the friend to many that I am………THANK YOU All that remains is for me to wish each and every one of you a very happy, prosperous new year and may all you hopes, desires, dreams and wishes come true in 2009 HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

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posted on 12/27/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;06:12&nbs-08:00;am

Forgive.......
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Sometimes we all look at something and not see it just how it is, but how we see it at that time and yes we tend to get it all wrong for whatever reason I got it totally wrong…….I am deeply sorry

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posted on 12/04/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:12&nbs-08:00;am

When!!!
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At what point do you stop holding out hope, at what time can you safely say that there is indeed no going back. We have all, at some point been in just that situation, unsure of how and when to let go and move on…is it the right thing to do, do you hold on to the smallest part of hope that what you have desired and wished for will again come true, will once more be there for you to treasure and hold true to you…… Do we really ever let go, or is it there in the back of our minds, giving us the occasional nudge every now and again, just to remind us just how we do feel, then it is up to us as to how we handle it at that time and mostly we reflect for a while then tuck it back in the depths of our mind once again…….until the next time……..does it get easier to handle each time…who knows…it’s a personal thing…some handle and deal well with it…….others, not so well. For me, I tend to think I can handle things like that pretty well but I have been told very often that I have this ability to……*get inside someone’s head*…meaning that I can reach in from a distance and be able at times to open up someone’s mind, know what they think to an extent and know just how they think and feel at any given time, be mentally in tune with that persons mindset……and as some have commented to me……..*walk around inside their head* which I have been told is in no way a bad thing…….some feel very comforted by the fact that I seem to be able to reach in and touch parts of their mind that others will never reach and because of this I can even see, from a distance something’s that maybe even they are not aware of or even blocking out for some reason , but it does making understanding that person just a little easier and indeed makes for a much stronger bond between us both… With all of this in mind, I have one thing to say to one person right now…I am there…I have seen….I understand fully and is why I am behind you 100% even walking with you, every step of the way as I feel it is just what you need to feel and need to hear right now as I understand that it is NOT easy and that is why..No matter what you will have my unreserved and unconditional friendship

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posted on 11/24/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;08:11&nbs-08:00;am

Divided Loyalties
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Divided Loyalties!! Where do you draw the line……….. You love them as a friend You wish for something deeper You adore then with all your heart. Yet………………. You know their love is for another And regardless of your feelings you know deep down that maybe their love for that person is very misguided………………….. What Do You DO!!! You can’t tell them how you truly feel as they will not either thank you or listen They may even say you were interfering and quite rightly none of your business So………………….. You have no choice but to take a step back………. Watch from a distance But most of all, regardless of how you feel, be there should they need to turn to you at any time!!!

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