I have been thinking about ending it .. and yes I know that it is an irrational thought . and I know its not something I really want to do but the thought persists
and i know i dont think i really would
at least I dont think that i could
but the thought persists
and sometimes when I feel so cold and nothing seems to matter
I think maybe it would be better not to be at all
and no i dont think i really would
at least i dont think that i could
the thought persists
