The Cottage
Driving to the train station to pick you up I had butterflies flip flopping in my belly the whole 25 miles.
The excitement running through my brain has my nerves on edge
Over and over in my head asking myself if I am good enough, pretty enough, do I have enough to give to you
Anticipation growing wondering what it will be like after all this time to finally be face to face with you
Hand in hand with you
Lip to lip with you
Months have gone by, pictures sent, webcams bought and shared, laughs and lives shared on the phone, but still the feeling of a first meeting has my heart fluttering
Park the car
Don¡¦t forget the keys!
Taking deep slow breaths to still my shaking hands
Number 12 train on time
Gulping back the lump in my throat
Arrived
You are here!
I am here ¡Vknees shaking
People disembark the train watching their step
Old, young, heart pounding.
There you are
Remember to breathe
My lover to be
My lover
Your smile letting me know everything will be alright
Damn you for wearing that NY Yankees hat to Boston
Gods I¡¦m already lost in your eyes
Arms tangle
Mine around your waist yours around my shoulders crushing me to your chest
Bodies matching
Inhaling your scent (what scent do you wear?)
Sweet strong and male
Thank gods you are holding me up
Whispering words in your ear
I am so happy that this moment has finally here
I want all of you here and now but it will have to wait
The train station doesn¡¦t much like people frumping on the floor ƒº
After a few moments we reluctantly free each other from the embrace
Your take my hand in yours and your bag in the other
We walk to the car not needing any words
Just knowing that this time is right
I unlock the doors and you toss your duffel in the back
Your arms snake around me again as I shut the door this time the hug is different
It is wanton, brazen and lustful
Your hand slides up along my spine to my neck, fingers tangle into my long hair gripping it tightly as you crush your mouth to mine
My insides turn over as I taste you
The first kiss searing my heart and body to your soul
How could this have happened?
How could I have fallen in love with a man I never touched?
We settle into the truck and make our way out of the city
Your hand finding my thigh as I weave through the morning traffic
Your fingers caressing along my bare skin toying with the hem of my shorts
Can you believe we are really here?
I chatter along about everything and nothing nervousness passing as if we have been together years
The highway stretching out before us only about an hour to the cottage
The city fades away
My cheeks pink with blushing, my sides hurting from all the giggling along the way
Turning off the highway and onto the costal road
Rocky beaches dot the way
The spring sun warming our hearts
Pulling up to the cottage road I go to check us in for the week
So close to the beach the salty air fills your lungs
We step up onto the porch of the cabin and unlock the sliding door
A soft sigh escapes my lips as you slide your arms around me from behind
Your face nuzzling into my hair
Anticipation builds as we slip through the door
Your hands sliding up and down my sides curling around my waist to slip up to cup my breasts
Dropping my bag as I turn around in your strong arms lips meeting, whispering lusty loving words back and forth
That is as far as I got muffin
To be continued¡K..
