For the past week I have been dealing with alot of real life drama.
My Son's Girlfriend here and feeding the kids sugar behind my back and trying to take over my house and playing the cry baby bullshit game and feeding my kids sugar in everything they eat and then bitching about how rotten they are. My X is trying to give me orders and demands again and the Kicker.
My Closest friend in the world had gone offline about 4 or 5 months ago and no word and another friend telling me things that I had recently found out alot of lies and I am feeling like a major fool and ass over it and trying to apologize and nothing.
Plus my Sister has been calling when it's time for me to take the kids to her house for the night so I can go to work. Saying shit like I ruined her life and playing games. She just called screaming at me for it and saying she is not babysitting again tonight and my Son says he don't want to.
I am so tired of the games and everything here and even though I hate it here with a passion and sick of it all, I have no choice.
I want to scream and hit a wall and just want to crawl in bed and give up and cry my eyes out because all of it is coming to a head and I am feeling out of control
