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Roxxycottin's blog: "Read to understand Me ( This is my Poetry no one elses)"

created on 11/27/2007  |  http://fubar.com/read-to-understand-me-this-is-my-poetry-no-one-elses/b160445
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posted on 12/18/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;04:12&nbs-08:00;pm

For All who care

I spent most of the day today in the hospital and the doctors office. I'm stuck in a wrist brace for 6 weeks. Seems I have a couple of fractured wrist bones that have pinched a nerve in my right hand... bad pert isthat I'm right dominant...also I have carple tunnel in it. My thyroid is underactive and I'm scheduled for more tests in January. So i'll still try and do pics but it's gonna take awhile since i have to do the left handed and I'm slower with that hand. Love to All.
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posted on 12/16/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:12&nbs-08:00;am

A Game Was Played

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Sometimes the pain Is worse than you know for nothing replaces the love that was shown. When times were rough that was the guide rope that got me through the day and gave me hope. Trust was given lives were shared but I was fooled you didn't care. A game was played and it seems I lost more than I could endure it wasn't worth the cost. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:11&nbs-08:00;pm

I can Dream

Just hold me close even if it's a dream let me hear your heartbeat let me have this dream. For the world is colder than the words that we say, and only in my dreams will I know you'll stay. For touching is not wanted and I need to be held, for when you've never known love it seems like your in hell. But even there you can't stop these dreams i have of you, of being in your arms and a love thats true.
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:11&nbs-08:00;pm

Close the space

How do I describe these feelings that rage in me, the ways I think of you, even in my sleep. To know that if I reach out that yes, you will be there, but you will turn away, my hand pass through air. To only feel your touch for a few seconds every day, is a torture in itself carries its own hellish pain. So I will keep on waiting trying to figure out my place, Waiting only to see if you will close the space.
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:11&nbs-08:00;pm

Dangerous Life

I use to think that life was a messed up useless trial. Never once did I believe that it could resemble an x file. With so many mysteries and so much danger that protecting my heart would take a Texas ranger. Being confused mind in turmoil feelings twisted up an emotional coil. Where do you turn when there's no place to go? Who will be there when you need someone to hold?
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:11&nbs-08:00;pm

To Feel

If I thought that there was a chance to keep you then I would do all in my power to see if it could be love. For in no time in my life have I felt what I feel for you, that life has a purpose and that there may be a god above. That joy and happiness is finally within my grasp that the pain and loneliness is left in the past. For so long I have wandered in the darkness of the cold looking for the light in the night that would show me the way home. To feel warmth and love fill a heart To know that the nightmares are gone for good to experience a soul reborn To feel the way a person should.
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:11&nbs-08:00;pm

The Child

Who hears the tears that fall in the night, or sees the pain poured into a tattered teddy bear? Who wants to feel the anguish of a beaten and tortured soul, Who can understand the mind of a emotionally starved child? No-one hears my tears as they fall into the fur of my teddy bears face... No one wanted to listen. No one wanted to open their heart and mind to a lost child crying in the night only wanting to be loved. Now no one will ever hear my tears, see my pain feel my anguish or even understand the child inside. The child died.... in pain... unloved..... unwanted..... I died.
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;03:11&nbs-08:00;pm

Witches Sadness

Forever and always alone, No-one to share your life never to find true happiness A soul turns frozen, cold. The darkness is a blanket that wraps around a heart that provides the only comfort to a life torn apart. The moon and stars suspended in the black coldness of night like the distance between hearts with no feelings come to light. No spell can totally abolish the darkness and the cold. No magic can bring back love and warmth to my soul. Never allowed to cry, or let people see the pain, A witch's sadness is private and her tears become the rain
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;02:11&nbs-08:00;pm

What Is Left

Tossed away like a doll worn an torn by heavy hands shoved away into the darkness thats grasps you like quicksand. Never to share the light or build apon memories unable to enjoy the laughter or share the tears of grief. Forever banned from warmth cast far away from the sun, no feelings except for ice the only constant one. Like knives slashing through the heart, the cold emptiness of the soul. This is what is left of love, The frightening fear of being alone.
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posted on 11/30/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;02:11&nbs-08:00;pm

We Never Forget

We never forget the time we share with another the brightest of memories we have of another. No matter the length of time how much or how small the amount of time is not what makes a memory at all. It's the sound of a voice the beating of a heart the simple touch of a hand the sadness when we part. From sharing love to sharing dreams and hopes, the sharing of secrets to sharing liquor and dope. When time has made us old and some memories fade into the night, the memories of each other will still be shinning bright.
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