OKAY...after all my introspection I have decided and this is what it is. I am over the pretend world of make fucking believe. I have people out there that LOVE the fuck out of me and it has NOTHING to do with BLING! boooo-yah! SO while I adore everyone I have added for every reason under the sun people will be moved around and I may end up out of the top 100 but guess what....wait for it....I know the suspense if killing you....I don't fuckin care!!!!!!!! So what if I am not a super star in the funiverse...I am a frayed fckn Knot and I look at my own face in the morning!!! I have been sad, the more and more changing I did, the more and more justifying my ends to ease my heartache and the necessary coldness I displayed...SHAME on me! But here is the thing...I wont be displacing or replacing just exchanging places...however I want, as I want, and if that isn't okay, (which for those of you who adore my silly ass know...and don't have an issue with)...too bad! Its my funiverse here <3 suck on that! :P
Anyhow my birthday is coming up and it's about time for me to grow the hell up already!!! 39 is screaming my name...can you hear it????
p.s. Does anyone know just how you'd abbreviate a verb? *ninja*