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43 Year Old · Female · From Plover, WI · Invited by: Fatty · Joined on September 17, 2006 · Born on November 15th
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43 Year Old · Female · From Plover, WI · Invited by: Fatty · Joined on September 17, 2006 · Born on November 15th
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i'm a traveler...a wanderer...i have considered myself a gypsy in the past...the wanderlust that seems to be wrapped around my heart is never really quenched...i always want to see more...do more...experience more...to somewhat fulfill this need to wander *smiles*

since i've been back in the rave scene, i have been able to travel all over Wisconsin (Amherst...Coming Of *June 05*, Belgium...Farmed Out *Sept 05*, Beaver Dam/Dodge County...Vinyl Madness *Sept 05*, Sheboygan...Expressions *Oct 05*, Belgium...Hellraver 2 *Oct 05*, Sheboygan...Set it Off *Nov 05*, Milwaukee Art Museum...Doormouse eclectic Christmas set *Dec 05*, Milwaukee...Stellar Spark III *New Years 05*, Amherst...Stevens MOTHER FUCKIN Point...Speaka Phucked *May 06*, Fond du Lac...All Jacked Up *July 06*, Belgium...Camp Out *Sept 06*, Belgium...Kickback III *Oct 06*)...me n' my friends also traveled to: Illinois (numerous Chicago parties **small ones not listed** *...and i mean outlying suburbs as well* such as: Wonderland *Sept 05*, outside Peoria...Barnyard Boogie 4 *Nov 05*, Planet Rock *November 05*, Lava Lounge to see Paul Anthony spin *Dec 05*, Club Vision to see Frankie Bones and PA again *Jan 06*, Kickback vl 2.0 *April 06*, The Wonderland Massive *May 06*, Murphysboro...Underground Sound Back 2 Tha Freak *June/July 06*, Nocturnal Trip vl 2 *July 06*, Global *July 06*, Wonderland XIV *Oct 06*, Bring It Back Again *Jan 07*, Street Raver *Mar 07*, Eviction *Mar 07*), Indiana (Terre Haute...coined Pill-grams and Indians *Nov 05*, Pilgrims n' Indians 3 *Oct 06*), Ohio (Columbus...Passport to Afterlife *Oct 05*), Minnesota (Minneapolis...Rejuvenation *Sept 05*), Michigan (Grand Rapids...DJ Irene *July 05*, and Detroit...Detroit Electronic Music Festival (DEMF) *May 06*), and Missouri (St Louis...Lift Off *supposed to be New Years 05*)...frankly you can easily say that i've called all over the midwest home...at least on the weekends...

in recent months...i've grown to be very happy and contented living in my little corner of the world...after having traveled around the midwest, i've realized that the quality of life here in wisko is something to be valued...proud of even...as far as raves go...i would still have to say WiSkO does it better than any other *not that i don't love the culture of other states raves...*but*...the parties in wisconsin are still as close to underground as you are going to find anywhere in the world.* be proud. don't hate. for those of you that bitch constantly about wisconsin...take a tour of the country...and open your eyes. i haven't seen anywhere near the entire country...but i've seen enough to value what i have. please be intelligent...stop blaming the state you live in for the lameness of your life. get out. explore. be young...have fun.

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the main highlight of my life...my son...he's the most amazing thing ever...no biases of course! i could completely go on a 10 hour rant about how great he is...he's 5 already...which makes me feel like i'm 100, but i get to get out and have a good time still, which keeps me feeling young. plus playin around with him makes me feel like i've got another thousand years to live...i can't believe how one lil person can inspire you so much, motivate you beyond anything you've ever accomplished...without my son, i would be scared to see where i would be today...needless to say, he's the best thing that has ever happened to me...he inspired me to be a better person...i had no idea before he was born that there was that kind of love out there...makes it really hard for someone else to compare, given his love is so unconditional..one of the main things people find exceptional about him is his intelligence...at the age of five, my son continues to expand his vocabulary in the three languages i'm hoping to send him into the world knowing...i started baby signs with him when he was about 8 months old...so technically the first word he learned was please and then thank you...*his first spoken word was mama tho!* i wish i could have shown everyone how he changed after that...once he realized that he could talk to me, that he didn't have to cry to get my attention *it also caused him to start to find ways to tell me what he wanted *gestures, etc**...the second language he has started learning is spanish, and then obviously, english...above and beyond everything else...my son is the most caring, compassionate little boy that i have ever met...he doesn't hesitate to let me know that he thinks i'm the best momma ever *and of course i'm the best mama cuz i've got the best lil boy *smiles**...and amazingly enough, he is so adaptable and social...he loves meeting new people and making new friends...he's also the most adult child i've ever met...good and bad there definitely...in any case tho, he'll be happy to make you as a friend *especially if you're a girl...seems he's hit on every one of my female friends *smiles**


i've found that the most important thing with being a parent is not how much time you spend with your child, but the quality of that time...if i was with my son constantly, i probably wouldn't appreciate him as much as i do...i was also a middle child in my family so i have spent most of my life making sure that everyone around me is happy...i'm the product of a woman with three kids whom she raised singlehandedly. part of my extreme love for my sister comes from the reality in that i helped raise her...i helped her become the exceptional person she is today. my baby sis...whom i love dearly...she is growing up to be a woman...and when i look at her, i see myself 7 years ago. she's an amazing person...i can remember when she was a baby...holding my little sister for the first time, realizing her pure innocence and evil all at once...her just learning to walk, changing her diapers...her growing up...somehow she's 19 already...its all held me speechless. amazing how fast time goes when you're not looking. in the end, i believe i'm a better person as a result...i'm exceptionally able to see the other side, to try to put myself in someone elses shoes so to speak...so needless to say, i think that this has helped me to be a better parent, to have a better understanding of where he is coming from...

in any case, i'm happy and proud *proud to a fault sometimes unfortunately*, i'm caring and compassionate, i'm a total romantic, i love romance and roses, i love the stars, the sky, the moon, i'm masochistic, which to me means that i love pain...i'm pierced in 4 places besides my ears and that is probably only the beginning there...i not only thrive on piercings but tattoos as well...i have three professional tats...and that is definitely just the beginning for those...i love the ironic, awkward, uncomfortable situations that seem to fill up life, i thrive on irony. people are full of ironic behavior. if you are in my *inside* circle, i will do anything for you, shit i'll even still do everything i can for you if you screw me over once if ur in that group...but twice? nope...can't say i'd stick around if you don't learn the first time around that you are important to me, and that i'm mostly a good person that can forgive *altho i don't forget, hence the reason why twice over...i can't completely forgive for that and allow you to continue hurting me*...i'm also mostly a happy person, and i do always try to see the good in what is happening...but keep in mind...i do have bad days too, i'm very intuitive *sometimes premonicial*, very in touch with my feelings and emotions...*sometimes to the point of wearing my feelings on my shirt sleeve*...but i'm a scorpio after all...*i'll hide behind that till the day i die!* *smiles* i'm also very dedicated and loyal if i feel you've earned it, i have lived life and learned a lot of hard lessons in this life... i'm not bitter...instead, this has left me far more motivated and determined to succeed. for those of you who know me...you know that i'm a permanent student. by my 40's *yes i know that is a long ass time...but i'm giving myself PLENTY of time to reach my goals* i plan to have my masters degree in law *business law that is*...with a minor in sociology...i love the irony of our society...i love people. they intrigue me. the most interesting people are the ones you get to see when they think no one is looking. watch them. you will be amazed at what people do in their cars...just for example...for some reason people have the impression that even tho they are surrounded by windows...that no one can see them. heh...anyhow...i'm spellbound by people and society...there is good and bad in everyone and everything...and until you accept that you know nothing about what life has to throw your way...you have not grown up. i love my friends, i love my family even more. they have been more than golden to me, helping me through unexpected singleparentdom...its been a hard road...with a lot of hard lessons *learned i hope*...but all you can do is learn from what life has already thrown your way. i'm told i'm too trusting, and that i'm too willing to help people out when they need it...keep in mind tho...this doesn't mean that i will just extend myself for anyone...but if i feel that you need money more than i do, and i have it to loan you, then chances are, you'll get it... they way i view this...even if i loan someone a substantial amount of money...and they NEVER pay me back...i've helped them on their path. they may not catch me back...but hopefully one day they will help someone else along their road through life. simple. ironic. honest. *smiles*

43 Year Old · Female · From Plover, WI · Invited by: Fatty · Joined on September 17, 2006 · Born on November 15th
Music
Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, The Doors, The Beatles, The Rolling Stones, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Grateful Dead, Bob Marley, Johnny Cash, Kenny Rogers *some...due to old memories*, Tim McGraw, Eminem *obviously, he's gorgeous *smiles**, Nirvana, System of a Down, Ozzy *he is a GOD after all...as well as Black Sabbath*, Tool *A Perfect Circle*, Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit, Metallica, NIN, Pantera, Megadeth, Iron Maiden, Alice Cooper, Rage Against the Machine, Smashing Pumpkins, Janes Addiction, Violent Femmes, Outkast, Pearl Jam, Rammstein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Journey, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, Primus, Slipknot, Guns n' Roses, HIM, CKY, KMFDM, Korn, Sevendust, Disturbed, Live, Lords of Acid, Garbage, Green Day, Godsmack, A Simple Plan *like one song *smiles**, Sublime, 2 Live Crew, Tupac, Warren G, Snoop Dogg, NWA, Eazy E, Bone Thugs n' Harmony, DJ Irene, Bad Boy Bill, DJ Jen Mas, DJ Candy Kid, How Hard, Doormouse, Elekid, Notorious Nino, Submerge 101, Paul Anthony, Danny the Wildchild, Mr Myagi, Paul Amira, DJ Q-Bert, DJ Venom, DJ Bam Bam, Squiggles, Infected Mushroom, DJ May, Keiko, Paul Oakenfold, Carl Cox, Vinyl Groover, Oliver Ho, Richie Hawton, Rabbit in the Moon, Donald Glaude, Dieselboy, Evol Intent, DJ Ambient Alliance, Tiesto, Jon B, DJ Daz, GEIN, DJ Nick Riviera, DJ Remington, Jen Symmetry, NATO, Rob Gee, DJ Jade, Diskokitty, DJ Lady Bandit, Rob Sample, Chris Grant, Michael Wenz, Noelle, Dave the Enforcer, Zach Zebra, Cuzin Joe, BustaNut, Arsenal, HardKore Ryan, Techtrix, Truggs Luv, Imaginary Friend, Matt E, Vial, Rick Watts *the list of dj's **local and otherwise** that are amazing is way too long...so this is by no means complete and I will guaranteed continue adding to it until I die!!*, Hardcore till I DIE, Happy Hardcore, Trance, Drum & Bass, Jungle, House, Breaks, Techno, Gabber and everything else Techno/Electronica related baby!



Follow In Peace, Love, Unity and Respect.


Let Them All Know (And Ravers Too) This Is Our Manifesto.


Ravers Manifesto


Our emotional state of choice is ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.


You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive.


We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all the same. We came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these very realizations that each of was truly born.


We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form. In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.


Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and Respect.


Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end.


I am a raver, and this is my manifesto.


~~Totally noteworthy from state_of_trance's MySpace~~

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