YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I'M DIFF/I LAUGH BECAUSE YOUR NOT
FEEDINGTHEDESIRE
I haven't posted anything here since I started this so I figured I would just come and see what pops out of my mouth (fingers)......WARNING...I ramble....LMAO!
I HATE HUMANS...I think we covered that! It seems that every where I go I see another human that backs up my reasoning. I rarely meet anyone that's worth knowing.....how sad! People first come off so kind and considerate of others and at the first test they fail! WHY? Is it so hard to be selfless? And the children I see SCARE ME! I have teenagers talk to me in ways that make me want to KILL THEM! FOR REAL! I had a 15 year old that made me want to grab him and his buddies up by their little necks and choke the shit out of them.............lucky for them doc gives out good meds...ha ha ha! Worse the parents see no issue with this! What the hell?
OK.....FUCK THAT! "yes I have a potty mouth....it's the brain....gotta come out some where ya know...LOL!"
I wanna run away.......is that possible? I would love to find a place deep in the mountains where I would NEVER be found ..... a place where I could come out only when I chose and be visited by a "select" few and have my animals and silence! GOTTA HAVE THE NET TOO YA KNOW....LMAO! Nope....they'd find me! I know they would!
Dear FU Friend...to the question...Can I handle Me? YES...I love me! I can't handle the wait of the world...took me forever to realize that one! I tried forever to be the rock for everyone around me and then one day I realized that I needed a rock to lean on.....OH SHIT....there wasn't one! I was the only rock in the open field! I was so screwed....hence the doctor! ha! Took a while to get it together BUT together I came and now I lean on me and play backup to all others....I had to learn to say "ENOUGH!" and "NO!" and finally "I Can't!".
To some I'm a ball to others I'm as weird as they come....I don't care what others think and I speak my mind come hell or high water...I scare the shit out of people. At home or in a store! I only hold silent in another persons home out of pure respect! Put me in an open playing field and I'm no holds bar....I had to sugar coat....I was never big on sweets! LOL............I hate liars and thieves and I'll smack one down so fast their mothers head will spin.
People that play others make me SICK....I've had so many of those come in and out of my life I could SCREAM....USERS, GAMERS, PLAYERS, call them what you will......."Don't hate the player hate the game!" WHAT THE FUCK EVER! Come here so I can kick your ass and we'll all feel better....well every one but you that is....hee hee! Back stabbers! There's a name for you....blood suckers. You feed on the inocent! You and others like you make the sweet bitter and the kind cruel. Once open and carrying to all I now shut all out thanks to your lessons! I've learned better safe then sorry........There are more people out there welling to use and hurt then give and love! The sadest part is that in the end you will end up with more the other way around and your dumb asses are to stupid to see that. In the end u end up alone, empty, and with nothing....and you blame everyone and everything except yourselves for it! FOOLS .... that's what you are!
See....told you I ramble...and I'm hazardous to your health....LMAO! I get all worked up! LOL! My blogs turn to rant sessions.....sorry!
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