LUCIFER WC's blog: "Rant"

Since the Chris Benoit story Broke there seems to have been ppl lined up on both sides of the fence to say either he was an ass or he was a saint.......regardless of any news story...Ok STOP IT....We know Him and his family is dead....we know what investigators say.....we don't know....why, and probably never will...so why sit here and make it a big production when know one knows? Personally I liked Chris Benoit, and this is a tragedy. But I am not going to sit here and defend or persecute him...because I don't know the facts other than what has been presented...when the Toxicology reports come in and the final findings are annouced wouldn't it be better to focus on something better than he killed or they found Steroids or anything that gets brought up on a daily basis?

When I was a kid the playgrounds that I played on were sand blacktop, or a combination of them...When you were playing on the monkey bars and fell you learned not to fall again really quick.....when you fell off anything you either had the wind knocked out of you...or you recieved some kinda injury that taught you to be tougher......I took my son to school and looked at there playground and it was a rubber material under everything...I watched a little kid fall off the monkey bars, take a bounce, and get up and proceed to do the exact same thing again...now I am all for making kids safer...but I always thought that the blacktop and sand were an important and humiliating lesson...they toughened you....they gave you cool scars...good memories and lessons on how to administer first aid on your self...now we are teaching our kids to be wusses and that it is ok to do the same stupid stunt over and over because you will just bounce

Ok if you do something and don't own up to it...better start because you are only going to piss ppl off more my lying or dancing around the issue. My son did it too me today and the longer he sat there and lied to me the more and more upset I got. Now I don't expect anyone else to tell me what he did..I expect him to do it. He finally did tell me the truth. and when he did I was no longer mad..I was upset at what he did but I was not mad...he owned up to what he did and accepted his punishment which was next to nothing..now I wish everyone else would just own up to shit they did instead of lying about it or skirting it until they think it is convenient for them. WTF! Get it done and over with..you get more respect for it

Fuck Down raters....you are fucking retards...why would you go onto someones page rate a person a ten only to go back for some reason or another to re rate them as something lower...great you get a reaction..but you are idiots..if you are going to rate a persons shit as a 10..leave it..the only person you are going to fuck up in the end is your self when everyone gets a bulletin from their friends and family that has your pic showing you as a down rater and all of a sudden you have no one visiting your page..Get a life and have some respect

You know whether ppl read my ramblings or not whether they rate them or not....I could care less. I write these things to just get what is in my mind out, whether it makes sense or not. I share them with everyone else in the world for a reason. Fear. I fear ppl and the best way in my mind to over come that fear is to meet it face on and let every one else in the world inside my head. I want ppl to get a glimpse into shortlived rants and ramblings stupid thoughts and random comments...that is what is in my head and that is what I try to get out. If you don't like my writings...FUCK IT...you don't have too, these writings are my therapy, and you know what they help if you want to rate and comment cool...if you don't cool..that is your choice

Recently alot of family has been fighting amongst themselves for one stupid reason or another. I have watched this happen over a long period of time and I am finally getting sick of it. I am tired of watching ppl tear each other apart over stupid reasons, for misunderstood conversations and even things thathappened in the past. It gets really hard when you a dragged into the middle of an arguement then made to have to choose a side....now I would never say these things to my family but I feel like saying it here....I AM NOT GOING TO PICK SIDES....MY FAMILY IS MY FAMILY AND THAT IS THAT....I am messed up enough without the constant drama and fight that everyone wants to do....my whole goal in life is to make others happy and that is what I will keep on doing...you can either respect that or move on and let me alone....Getting caught in a war of words is not my idea of fun