Thanks to those that keep me positive when I am down or hurting, thanks to those that take time out of there day to talk to me like a decent human being. I appreciate it. Everyone of us gets on to this site for our own reasons, whether it be for fun, escape, or one of the million other reasons I have heard. When I first joined to now, my reasons and actions have changed. I am not out looking for anything more than fun is the only thing that hasn’t changed in the almost 11 years I have been on here. I used to come on his site looking to cause as much anarchy and chaos as possible, but at some point we all have to grow up and re evaluate who we really are, and for me it was just wanting to communicate with people again, wanting to brighten someone’s day. No, I do not regret anything I did in the past on this site, because it has helped shape me into what I am now, has put me into a position of wanting to be more than I was, and I like to think I have friends that have seen me evolve, have seen that underneath all the insanity and chaos I brought to the table before there is just a normal guy, no hidden agenda, no ill will towards others, just someone that wants to make friends and have fun doing that. Granted if you see my status updates it may not always reflect that, but in the long run those updates are generally in reaction to something I have either found amusing enough to twist around for my entertainment, or I am having a great moment of clarity that makes me want to convey some kind of positive attitude to help others. I am always going to be a work in progress, but I feel that I am a work that is going in the right direction, no I am not religious, ones that know me well enough know better, but I am an optimist, and a realist, I like to see good in people and want them to see it in themselves too.
