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Okay...so I don't blog like this usually. I had an amazing day today, but something so trivial hit me out of left field, and I was taken aback by how seemingly fragile this tough as nails woman can be. How is it I can survive major life traumas and threats but something that shouldn't even register on the radar can send me spiraling?
I pride myself on being strong, able, intelligent, and logical. I get so angry when what I feel doesn't fit with that. I want to just lock it away and throw the away the key, to just control my feelings. That's just not me.
I guess its hard to be an extremely passionate person without having both the good and the bad passion. I just feel so vulnerable and that is the one feeling that I cannot tolerate in my life right now.
That's all....and for those of you who I talk to off of fu...no this had nothing to do with anyone on fu....just venting. *kisses*
