Vampire Heart member of the royal levelers's blog: "random"

I was adopted by my grandparents. I'm a security guard with the dream of going back to school to be a welder. I love all things vampire(obviously). I'm an eagle scout and proud of it. I sit alone most of the time because I hate being in large crowds thanks to my social anxity disorder. I have dragon tattooed on my arm in kanji. I have my nipple pierced. I plan on more tattoos and piercings. A little over a month ago I became involved with a woman I love very much she's my whole world now and I would do anything for her. Every once and awhile I get a little poetic and have written a few poems here on cherytap to describe my mood at the time. My fav of these is darkness.

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There are so many thaughts in my head right now. Like how to be with the one I love. How much I hate where I'm at in my life. Where I would like to be in 5 years from now. People I know and care about. The one I love agin comes into mind. How I want to show her I love her. Thaughts of how odd it is to feel so incomplet without her. Thaughts of how happy I was to have my birth mothers approval of her. Thaughts of how scared I am to meet her father there are too many others to list mayeb some other time in the next few days or weeks I'll write more but for now that's it.

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So here I lay in my bed sad cause I fucked up sad cause I messed up sad cause I screwed up. Had a fight with the woman that means everything to me over something stupid and she's pissed with me. Sad cause I feel so stupid sad cause this hurts so much. I know things will get better but for now it feels like the worst feeling I've ever felt. Only one thing will make it better and I don't know when or if that will happen. Sad cause I'm not sure sad cause it was my fault cas cause I fucked up big time. Baby if you read this before we talk again I love you and I'm so sorry, I hope you will forgive me cause I love you.

So I've been in a rather blah kind of mood as of late. The reasone being I want to move to be with my gf but I can't afford the move right now like I want to. On top of that my phone has been pissing me off lately. So yeah just be kinda blah and not really been in the mood to deal with shit. So yeah I'm hopeing things get better sooner than later.

I am sad because I'm not with you. I am sad because I love you and this wait is killing me. I am sad because letting you go when we are on the phone hurts me. I am sad because I want to feel you sleeping next to me. I am sad because I want to be with you more than I want anything else. I am sad because I have to wait so long to feel your kiss. All these reasones are why I am sad. Baby I love you more then life itself.