826549's blog: "Random"

First off I want to say sorry to all my friends that I have been short with over the last couple weeks. The last couple weeks I haven't felt like myself. I am taking my nieces leaving pretty hard. I knew I loved them very much but I didn't know realize how much I loved them until they left. I would do anything for them. I would protect them from anything and everything. When I am around them I am smiling and happy. The day they left I hugged and give them a kiss and told them I loved them.  That was the day I realized that they hold the key to my heart. They had stole my heart and took it with them. I know this is not going to be the last time I seem them. I will see them again when my niece elora is on break again but it is start kinda hard. I know I will get over it. Until then I am asking all my friends please bare with me. Again I am sorry when if I was short or if I am short with you.

Let's play a game...Here's how it goes: Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (if possible. If not I'll say something that only makes sense to me).

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.

If you play, you MUST post this on your blog...

As much as i hate fighting and agruements. It seems like the only way for me to get a good night rest sometimes is a good fight or agurement. Because i then cry alot and phyically tired from it i am just want to sleep. its wierd

I am so hurt and confused. I hurt the only person i didnt want to hurt. I think i pushed him to  far. I really thiink i lost him for good. I really think i have had my breaking point when it come to relationships. but i really hope i didnt lose him.