Beautiful OblivionNo time for games's blog: "Random thoughts"

Another year has almost passed and I find myself back here yet again.Months wasted on some douchebag bf and single again. This last one was a doozy, he glitzed and glammed me but after the sparkle faded and the lies came out so did his true colors. I really want to find a good guy but at this point I don't know if I can tell the difference anymore. I am a total loser/jerk magnet and it is getting me tired. I think I will go on a dating moratorium of sorts and just concentrate on school and work and see where life takes me.  I am really happy to have found out about this one though before it went any farther, and am glad to have my friends and family to spend the holidays with...Life is full of love from those around us everyday  :)

Wow I haven't gotten online and been around in a long ass time. Just a short little update on me....I finished my associates degree in psychology and took a couple months off to relax. I am now about to start on my bachelors degree and am excited because it's a bahlors to masters program. Within the next 4 years I should have my masters in forensic psychology. One step closer to my PhD :) Im single again of course...tried a relationship with some jackass loser who was trying to be player...well guess what? Game over lol

But life is good I have my health, I am happy and single and ready to have fun and get out there again.

So as most who know me well off of this site and in real life can attest to the fact that I am not very religious. I am a more spiritual person and don't really identify with one religion more than another. I have a general problem with the hate and hypocrisy of organized religion for the most part. Anywhoooo one of my best friends or as I call her super Christian lol always sends me the most beautiful things and always sends me this song called east to west. I can’t explain it but I really love this song. I think it speaks about feeling the strength you feel from the support and non judgment from someone who you value in your life. For some it may be Jesus, Allah, Uncle Joe or mom and dad. IT makes me feel hopeful and I think it spreads a nice message not to give up on yourself and the hard things life deals out to you every day.

I just felt like ranting about it......I’m done 

Here's a link if you want to see the song on youtube...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6zdihmwy1M