ok. this is completely random, even for me. I saw a picture of 2 turtles fucking yesterday and it reminded me of a guy i was...well, fucking, until recently. I know that sounds crass, but even with all his "I love you"'s and other bullshit, we never were in a relationship. Anyway, it surprised me for several reasons.
1. i've never seen turtles fucking before.
2. i wanted to copy the pic and email it to him because it was funny and reminded me of him.
3. that is not normal behavior for me.
After we stopped...seeing eachother, i spent a few days royally pissed off @ him. A few more royally pissed off @ myself for believing his bullshit. Then i got over it. I deleted his phone numbers, pictures, emails, email address...yadda yadda yadda. I can honestly say i have no desire to see him again, no desire to speak to him (not even to tell him off, and that surprised even ME), and certainly no desire to have him cross my mind ever again. Yet, here i was, laughing my ass off and thinking i should send this to him cause he would love it. You have to understand, this was a recent ending for me and it hurt alot for like 2 whole days. I was disturbed by this...nice i guess is the right word...thought.
Now, i'm betting that anyone who bothers to read this will wonder why a picture of 2 turtles fucking would remind me of a guy. Does he look like a turtle you ask? Well, maybe just a little. Mostly is was because his favorite phrase was Turtlefucker. Yes, you heard me, Turtlefucker. (it's kind of fun to say isn't it? you should randomly insert it into conversations to see the reaction you get, it's great) The whole time we were...seeing eachother, i was trying to find a pic like that for him. Now i found one. And while i DID NOT send it to him, i did keep a copy for myself to remind me of the randomness of life and how even bad things can leave behind pleasent memories. :)
That concludes our random thought for the day ladies and gentlemen. Tune in next time to see what kind of fucked up shit crosses my mind in the course of a day. :)
