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my mind wanders and weaves
like wind blowing thru leaves
flowing over every topic under the sun
some pleasant some not so fun
the underlying topic is simply you
cuz see, you're in everything i do
every action every move
some effortless some not so smooth
but still.... there you are
shining bright like my north star
navigating the world with you as my direction
my love, my life, my obsession
ive taken a few days away
held my words not sure what to say
but today's the day
to let the words flow
let loose and see where they go
no point no direction
no flaws so theres no correction
flowin like water
just like they oughta
carvin a path in watever they touch
sayin enuf / usually too much
words outta control
but they come straight from my soul
so say what you will/ be pissed if you want
but this is me, no bullshit nor front
i am who i am without effort or trying
i am who i am no bullshit or lying
so this is me no illusions no scams
this is me just who the fuck i am :D
your hair flows like a summer's breeze
your beauty brings men to their knees
your voice captures my heart with ease
eyes glisten like the moon over the seas
and tho i know im not easy to please
still you stand right there beside me
trials and tribulations seem like a daily thing
some days it seems like we're always fighting
but one day soon you're gonna wear that ring
because our love is truely everlasting
my words are heard, but seldom heeded
i put the pen to the paper, but will you read it
and what difference will it make
how long will it take
for the random thoughts to leave your mind
for you to know the facts and still be blind
for you to see the truth right before your eyes
and still act as if its a huge surprise
i do my best, to educate yall
not my fault when you do fall
but still right there i will be
helping hand to raise you from your knees
back never turns on a true fuckin friend
just know that i'll be there until the end!!!
inhale...exhale....im not doin so well
pressures of the world, like a living hell
the bills are due, the fridge is empty
you got phat pockets, please dont tempt me
lost in the dark, searchin for my guiding light
mischief round every corner, but im tryin to live right
my kids lookin up, and a real man is what they see
tears in my eyes, cuz i aint who they need me to be
struggling with life, wishin for better
my girl tries to help, too stubborn to let her
lookin at the world, wondering how to make it
all this bullshit, i just cant take it
frustrated as hell, i toss my hands in the air
fightin a losin battle, wonderin why i care
but then i see, them two angels lookin at me
eyes wide with thoughts of what is to be
i see their future rests upon my shoulders
a great responsibility, and as they get older
i can only hope that they will see
daddy wasnt perfect, but he was the best man he could be
So, I've been on Fubar for a while now..... and while I really enjoy the game and the people that I have met and become friends with.... but I wanted more!!! So I figured that starting this blog would give me a creative outlet...just somewhere for me to post some random thoughts, poetry, maybe lyrics to a song or two.....all mine....I'm not a hater or a biter so everything you read here will be an original thought from a clusterfucked mind lol. So that's pretty much it for now....stay tuned plenty of good shit to come ;)
