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Shona Marie's blog: "Random stuff"

created on 08/08/2007  |  http://fubar.com/random-stuff/b113109
They've taken away my everything. They've taken away my heart. I won't last six moths without him. I'll die from a broken heart. He was going to take care of me. He was going to take care of our baby. I lost our baby. I may not even be able to have kids from what the doctor said. Eating makes me sick. I have nightmares when I sleep. I can't live without him. They just don't understand. He was my world. He was my everything. He was the only things that kept a smile on my face. I'm completely miserable now. I would give up everything for him. I would give up this whole bullshit life. I hate my parents for what they're doing to us. They're ruining this part of our lives. Age is just a number. The difference will always be the same. We're going to be together anyways. So why keep us apart now? I guess they expect things to change. They expect us to move on somehow. He was going to wait for me at eight months. What makes you think he won't wait six months now? You're completely fucking stupid, If you can't see how much we both care. Just know that at 18 when I leave, I'm never coming back. I won't even care. You're killing me from the inside to the out. Couldn't you see how happy I was, When we were together? Blood may be thicker than water. But love is stronger than blood. We'll NEVER give up. We'll NEVER let go. You might as well get over it. We're going to be together. I'm going to be his baby girl forever.

~*Quotes & Poems*~

1*We walk around talking to complete strangers; laugh for absolutely no reason at all; have stupid fights that are over in 10 minutes; attempt to dance and sing like they do in music videos; have a billion "you-had-to-be-there" times; gang up on the bitch who has a problem with one of us; make fun of each other when we walk into stuff; act like we're all on crack; and no matter what happens we're always there for each other in the good times and the bad. 2*All I need is one chance, one kiss, on night to show you what you mean to me. One chance to spend the day with you and to show you how we're so alike. One kiss to prove we're more than just friends. And one night to hold you tight. 3*Life is full of secrets and lies so when you get screwed over don't be surprised. 4*Find a guy that is always there for you, will hold you close when you 're cold, when you feel like everything is wrong he'll hold you tight and tell you everything is alright, will call you up in the middle of the night just to tell you that he loves you, is always your crying shoulder, you can act like an idiot and still be oh so crazy about each other. 5*Life is too short to wake up in the mornings with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it, If it changes your life let it. Nobody said it would be easy they just said it would be worth it. 6*You'll never be old and wise if you aren't young and crazy. 7*I love how I can be a total dork around you and you still make me feel absolutely amazing! 8*When you start to miss me, remember you let me go. 9*People say that when you die your whole life flashes before your eyes. Make it worth watching. 10*I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in place and I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy and sometimes I have a broken heart. My friends and I sometimes fight and maybe some days nothing goes right, but when I think about it and I take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe…just maybe…I like being imperfect. 11***I've been to hell and back. I spill shit, trip, and embarrass myself. I can't just flutter my eyes and get that boy. My life is messed up. I've been through more shit than you see on TV. Nobody's perfect. I've been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen. I've fucked up, I've fucked people up, and I've been fucked up. But every hit was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real and I'm living it wrong everyday. I'm fucking up royally and doing everything opposite. But do I regret one thing? No. Because at one point what I did was exactly what I wanted and I got my fucking satisfaction. My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature boys can fuck it up for me anymore. I'm the real deal and I'd love to see you try and fucking break me now! 12*Life is too precious to worry about stupid shit. So have fun, get drunk, and fall in love. Say what you want to say and do what you want to do. Regret nothing and don't let people who don't matter bring you down. 13*I am nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored. I fall for boys too easily. I'm vulnerable to believing lies. I'm hoping that one day I won't need a fake smile. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through. I make up excuses for everything. I have best friends and enemies. I have drama and memories. I am an average teenager and that's life. Live it, love it…learn from it. 14*Frustrated cause I can't tell if it's real. Mad cause I don't know how you feel. Upset cause I can't make it right. Sad cause I need you day and night. Angry cause you won't take my hand. Aggravated cause you don't understand. Disappointed cause we can't be together. But still…I will love you forever. 15*Hate all you want, but you can't break the girl who thinks nothing of you. 16*Just blast some music so we can dance around like retards and act like we're all on crack. 17*You can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure that is what you want because once she turns around she isn't coming back. 18*A kiss blown is a kiss wasted. The only real kiss is a kiss tasted. 19*Roses are red. Watches are gold. Now get on your knees and do as you're told. 20*Sex is good. Sex is fine. Doggy style or 69. Just for fun or getting paid. Everyone loves getting laid. 21*Me and my girls were sent from heaven. I back them up 24/7. If you mess with me or my crew. Damn bitch, I'd hate to be you. 22*Keep your hopes high, your expectations low, your drinks full, and your friends by your side. 23*Sex is like air…it's not important until you're not getting any. 24*Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker. 25*If you looked inside a girl you would see how much she really cries, you would find so many secrets and lots of lies, but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. 26*I'm the type of girl who will bust out laughing in dead silence because of something that happened yesterday. 27*Judge me and I'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do and I'll tell you off. Say I'm not worth it and watch where I show you. Fuck me over and I'll do it to you twice as bad. Call me crazy, but you really have no idea.
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