Shenaniganz's blog: "random Poetry"

if you could burn down your past mistakes is there anyone you would have to save/ someone who still affects you to this day with every sentence you say... its better this way.../ alone, you can think of what you have done you came out of this battle, but what have you won?/ nothing can replace the heart you had trying is the art of the crash/ getting back up is what defines self with no one around you still deny help/ too much pride, its tough to swallow so dust your self off and try again tommorrow/ with your head high and your emotions low you think your fine but you know your alone/ the cold is the strongest when no one can provide the warmth maybe you should'nt have lied before/ he was there to comfort you, he meant no harm no matter what was done to you, he would lend his arms/ with his embrace he cured your sickness with a face as pure as the first kisses/ so why did you walk on his dreams with... the intent of mistaking his kindness for weakness/ so alone you can remember all he said the heart he sacrificed for your every breathe/ he is the one you can say you let go the one who had the love you will never know/ so i ask again if you could go backwards in time... would you have it in you to mastermind this crime?/ or would you break right before the bullet with his eyes on the trigger, you know you cant pull it/ he offered you his everything as he holds his wedding ring/ when you said i do, was it a lie?

CALL AWAY THE ALARM, THIS IS YOUR END THERE IS NO MORE REASONS TO PRETEND YOU HAD YOUR FUN SWEETIE, NOW ITS REVENGE IM COMING BACK FOR YOU, SO DONT FORGET.../ YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD, BUT IM STRONGER THAN YOU ASSUMED STRONGER THAN YOUR STRONGEST PERFUME/ IT CANT COVER YOUR LIES ANYMORE NOT LIKE IT ONCE DID BEFORE/ ITS WEARING THIN, WHAT WILL YOU DO? WHEN I FIND OUT THE TRUTH/ ABOUT HOW YOU PLAY YOUR GAMES ALWAYS ERASING THE PAIN/ AND GOIN ON AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED HOW CAN YOU IGNORE SOMETHIN SO TRAGIC? THIS IS A BEATING HEART IN A SPEEDING CAR ACCIDENT AS FAST AS A BULLET, YOU CANT DENY ITS PATH,-ITS.../ TARGETED IN ON YOUR DECIETFUL WAYS IT WILL HIT HARDER THAN THINGS YOU SAY/ SO HOLD YOUR TONGUE MIDNIGHT PRINCESS AND PRETEND THIS IS MORE THAN A KNIFE SO VICIOUS.../ AS IT KISSES YOU ONE LAST TIME, GOODBYE AS I START YOUR END THIS WONT BE PAINFUL BECAUSE YOUR HEARTS ALREADY DEAD/

a careless kiss kept so cold lent from lips that left me alone/ sweet silence strikes stronger than words perfectly placed with a poison so pure/ kill me close, comfort with a crash end my suspense with the remnince of ash/ mourn me miss, may we meet once more in the afterlife at the devils door/ come lay with me in the coffin you created how can you have hurt with your hatred?/ I know you never noticed my love so open your eyes and cry with the rose you dug.../ six feet below with me underneath it bought you a bible so you can believe it.../ when you read it to me for my last story thank you for covering me and my past for me/ i can now forget the failures you flawlessly fixed... with the words you mixed with the awful twist/ tangle me up in the web you weaved bury me into a bed to breathe/ alive with eyes open and left for thought so i can finally finish this fatal free fall/ without a parachute i hit the hardest with out my heart that you give to the artist/ together you can paint out a painful end but i will never forget your face my friend/ so go home gorgeous and i will greet you as a ghost bleeding revenge chocked around your throat with a rose/ so breathe hard my beauty and fall into me in darkness we will dance into a victory/ you won your war when you wiped me out but im back with your bullet, so you can be like me now/ together we can talk of missles and mistakes gunfire with love, i wish you were fake/