Mearkye's blog: "Ramblins of a Mad Man"

SEX What is about sex that makes people so damn stupid ? We all love it, we all do it, we all enjoy it. It can be a wonderful experience if done properly. It can bring two people closer than anything in the world, it ties ones soul to another. It can ease all the tensions of daily life, and comfort those that are at uneasement. It can bring happiness to those that are willing to bring the magic of children to their lives. It can be used to help forget and forgive ones disagreements on meaningless disscusions. Sex can be a very magical moment, to get lost in a world of passion with one whom who care deeply for. Sex can be used to express ones feelings and emotions to those that know no other way. So why is it then that it can also do the oppisite of everything listed above. Why do people offer it so easy, and why do people take it even when your parner does'nt want it. Why does it change people so drasticly, turn us into primative creatures. Why does it become the only thing we can talk about when around the oppisite sex. How can something so beautiful be used for something so ugly. I will agree that sex is the greatest feeling known to humankind, but if hurts another than its not right, and should not be done. If its simple pleasure you are looking for, well you were givin hands and long enough arms for a reason. Take your problem in hand and deal with it. What happens behind closed doors is upto the people behind the doors, but thats where it should stay. Luring one into your domain is wrong if the person is not willing in the first place. One should never force sex apon another. The same goes for those in search of a person, If they dont offer, do ask, dont beg, it should be fealt by both, and allow it naturaly. Men , I knoew we feel with our rods, but women feel with there hearts, quit being a predator, and start being a man. Women, quit offering it to anyone thats willing, and the word sex will quit being a dirty word. Sex has become something for pleasure only anymore. The magical moment we share with others has been over rated in the last 20 years, its no longer something to look forward too, and willing to wait for. We want it now, and were willing to work on why later. This new sex craze is just plain crazy, and will only get worst as time goes by. With the net in place now, we risk everything, and our children learn for our mistakes. Try and remember the feeling listed above, and enjoy the moment for all its splendor, and not just the 30 seconds of pleasure .

What does it mean to be real ? So many times I get asked what I mean by real. I guess if one had to ask themselves what real is, they are probaly not being real themselves. It seems with the birth of the net it has givin people the right to become a porn star , rock star , super hero , model , cassanova , or pretty much anything you they can dream up. Its a pretty sad day when people live there their lives as someone they are not, they fear the world will not like them for who and what they really are. I see people in desperation to find their long lost lost love, their soul mates , or a bed buddy. People seem to say all the right things, they offer all your dreams, they fit all the parts just right. To bad there 5000 miles away, and it will never happen, Makes me wonder why people can not apply these skills in real life. Maybe becauce most of what you find on the net is to good to be true. Its pretty easy to lie to everyone including yourself when you dont have to look someone in the eyes. Its really disturbing to see so many profiles that use other peoples photo;s to get your attention, then you go to look and its noting like what there showing. Or the people that trample others just becauce they are not perfect 10's, or just plain rude to those that they agree with. I thought we were all human, and incapable of being perfect, but so many try and be perfect, or think everyone else should be. Why not just allow others to be who and what they are, and you might even try and allow yourself to as well. No one should feel pressured to become that kind of person, where you never look bad, say something wrong, or got forbid make a mistake. Quit living in a faery tale world just becauce you can. If I met half the people I have on the net in real life, I think I would shoot half of them then be freinds with them for the way they act to others, and there mistreatment of the people around them. I believe in truth, and honesty, and I will never judge one by there outer shell, but will take a chance and get to know someone first. If I find you to be a fake, I will discard you like unwanted clutter around my house. Keep it real folks.

What is freedom , What does it mean to live as a free man or women ? They say we live in a country of freedom, but do we really live as free people ? We might have things that other countries don't, But By no means do I , or Will I say " I am Free ", For I would be telling a lie. We are the sheep being led to the pastures for the sake of herder, for the betterment of the flock. There are no longer free grazers , anything and every thing will cost you more than you really have. There are also those that wish to take your things you work so hard for , they want more than they need , yet still want whats yours. They are taking our god givin rights from us, and in return, make us live in fear and strife. What rights do we have any more ? Where are the family morals, what happened to human morals , and when did we all become so self centered ? When did we forget what was really important, and who are true freinds were ? When did we place ourselves as judge, jury, and executioner, and gave us the right to pass judgement on ones we dont even know. I believe I would have liked to live less in a time when life was simpler, then live longer in a world of chaos. I see a whole nation of my own countymen laying down there arms to a enemy that has'nt even wage full blown war yet, but we have all givin up hope already, the onset of dispair are already in full swing. Is all hope lost.