I sit in the pit of dispair,
does anyone really care?
Broken and beaten down,
I sit here bleeding.
Physically and emotionally drained
Do I go on?
So tired of trying to please everyone,
and in return to only get threats, lies and betrayal.
Tonight, my heart lays tattered and torn,
beyond all hope of repair.
Is there any reason for me to care?
The child I brought into this world,
has even turned his back on me.
Whether thru the faults of me and my own,
or due to outside forces - my so called "family"
is neither here nor there.
He has been forever lost to me.
As I sit here totally alone,
debating whether I should live or die.
IS THERE ANYTHING, ANY REASON TO LIVE AND CARRY ON?
I have helped countless people,
both monetarily and emotionally.
Will anyone be here for me?
Where are they now That I AM THE ONE IN NEED OF THEIR HELP??????
They are sitting in their homes safe and warm,
Oblivious to all the pain, suffering and hurt i am enduring.
So in the end, DOES ANYONE EVEN CARE????
Maybe by week's end, the answer will become clear,
to either suffer thru or end this misery I call a life.
Time will be the only one to tell,
but in the end, I feel deep within,
my time has come to put this thing we call life to an end.
