Tim's blog: "ramblings of one mans heart "

I may not know the color of your hair. I may not know the sparkle in your eyes, I may not know your sweet sent, I may not even know your name or what you truly look like. Yet I know the love I feel you within every breath , every beat of my heart, I feel the empty side of my soul, where your side is kept, I know the desires to hold you close and kiss you tenderly, I know the hunger pains for your kisses, I know so much about the days I would spend holding you in my arms , filling your eyes with stars glittering in joy , I even know the at which rate your heart will over flow . I know so much of you , though I have never even met you . 

I have this belief if people were as smart and or as faithful as a tree , we would catch on to the meaning of life , take the tree , it grows from a seed as a small tree it feeds and waters small insects and so on as it grows and buds it feeds and waters bigger animals , it stands proud no matter the weather giving off shade or shelter to all around , it creates air that everything may breathe , when its time has ran out if falls tot he ground feeding and watering all even till it cant be found and on it goes living within each and everything it has touched, a simple task to stay on the path when your nothing more then a tree, yet people can see the heart and strength in themselves yet they are weak to all things, sad world that doesn’t get it we are all but one thing a ripple effect of love ,

                                 THE  ROMANTIC’S KISS
The kiss of the romantic is the perfect kiss as it is never complete . The romantics heart is a hunger a desire a passion that grows within each day, it starts with the gazing in to the eyes of another, the need to fill them with joy. Starting softly kissing each lip tasting that wonderful emotion that builds the hungers, it’s the dance of the tongue that builds the desire, breathing in the essence of the other, filling your body with their emotion , taking on the task to fill their hungers not your own , it’s the caressing that builds the fire , pull them in closer let them feel the flames brewing with in, hold them as if to never let go, gaze back in to their eyes let them feel your soul its giving all you have physically and spiritually, bring them to a boil, kiss them long deep and hard, let them know through feelings and actions that every kiss is just the beginning of a brand new hunger that only you can fulfill . A desire that never dies a hunger that always needs fed and a love that will last the eternities this all should be felt in the perfect kiss each and every one . 

I am nothing more then a heart of never ending love, I am the romance that you read in novels never fading, I am the sensuality that dwells inside , I am the desire the hunger that never fades, I am but a heart of all the things dreamed of, once you have me your soon to let go, as my love is daily and your always adored, this sounds fun and desirable , but its smothering to take on such a love. You get up to start your day , I am there with breakfast a rose and some heart warming words . You come home I am there and you have been missed , I want to hold you brush your hair anything just to feel you near. I am the handful of loving emotion that is only read in books. I am not your keeper I don’t follow you around, I am not your guardian ,to worry that you’ll come home, I am the love that is there when your hearts down low , I am the smile upon your face showing your loved. I am the joy that sparkles with in your yes. I am a heart that spreads kind words and love to all. I am the faithful heart that’s sets at your feet , I am the one that wants to make sure you always glow, I am a the heart that wants what it gives , So I am destined to be alone. I am the one that believes love is always growing stronger but never dies. 

You never knew how I felt inside from that first look in to your smiling eyes My heart pounded so hard that day . I remember thinking you were more beautiful then the sun. when we first held hands i could feel mine shaking . I had never seen a more beautiful creation before that day .I brought you food by that little train . I loved to stand and watch you do your things . I remember the first time i hugged you everything seemed to warn inside I was so proud to have everyone see . I was so awkward around you then I felt like I had to get you some shoes so i couldn't step on and hurt your feet .I remember i couldn't wait for night fall because i new that you would be right there snuggled up to me your head on my chest and your arm draped across me . you never knew how safe you made me feel . when i held you like that i felt peace for the first time . I remember our first kiss so tender and passionate . I thought you so fragile like a porcelain doll .you used to giggle for the care i took . I remember we were together along time before we made love spent month after month just holding each other talking and laughing so much I was afraid something would happen and you would flee I just want you in my arms and with me . When it finally happen
d the world opend to me I knew what love was you taught me that I knew what two as one meant for the first time .these are the times i search for each day . I've held you write hear in my heart all this time . I set and I dream of the way things should be the world has gone crazy with hatred it seems our land having trash thrown all over the place our fish being poisoned the oceans a mess I hold on to the memories of the perfect love . thank you for the desire the passion and the romance not many have ever been gifted memories like this  .Can you Remember when ?

you have no idea how often i wonder how youd feel in my arms cuddled up watching the snow or the tv or just walking down a street holding your hand , maybe a midnight drive to the mountain top to set and watch the stars i find them beautiful at this time of the year, but oh my dear i find you beautiful every day of the year, you make my heart go pitter patter and make me feel like one day my life will be blessed in love with you right there next to me everyday like a brand knew day to share love laughter joy and giggles , you amaze me with your beauty you intrigue me with your heart , you excite me with the simplest things like the sweetness of your lips and the excitement of knowing hey god could have made me for you or you for me , i spose it makes no difference as long as we are arm in arm

My arms are dangerous for you , Now settle down and let me tell you why, My arms are full of heat and warmth it comes from my heart each and every time I even think of you, Oh yes my arms ache to hold you in them , once they finally hold you tight , They are not ever going to want to let you go, I a sure you know they have the same loving feelings that my heart glows with when I think of your sparkling green eyes , although ever changing with the light , the sensuality in them remains the same , as the way you seem to make my heart sing, yes my arms are dangerous for you, so much desire so much love a world of wonders and possibilities await within them. A brush to pull your hair back for little kisses to rest upon your neck as I breathe you in, oh how dangerous these arms are for you, once you feel them you’ll realize you’ve always belonged right there in them , oh how dangerous my loving arms are for you. 

If I could hold you tight in my arms for but a brief time I know my heart would be filled , if you were close enough I could drown myself in your eyes I know my heart would beat a romantic rhythm . If I could taste the sweetness of your passionate kisses , oh how the desire would be filled, If I could inhale your essence I would know for sure the smell of heaven, oh how I long for your simple touch, to hear your laughter to see my love within your eyes, I know I would feel like the proudest of men, yet here I set with dreams and desires , a hunger for your sweetness that never dies, oh the sound of my heart when it comes to thoughts of you , are a band an orchestra ,an opera of wanting this hunger to subside , fill my arms and you have filled my soul, so many miles away yet in my heart you do reside , 

At what point did treating a lady with respect become romance ? When I was growing up . You took a girl to dinner or fixed her dinner , you had candle light . You stood , when she entered or left the room . You pulled out her chair, told her how nice she looked smelled . Complimented her and kissed her good night and or , this was called respect , Today somehow people think this is something that should only be done on special occasions, what was romance it was a feeling and emotion, it was souls dancing on clouds new refreshing and it was not so much of an action but desires built while talking listening and enjoying the company of one more then another , and that feeling in itself created magical things about, the point is , respect should be daily not once a week . Just sayn

Back when I was just a young boy , there was an art of seduction it was not just words and hormones , It was feelings you looked in to a woman not at her , you felt what she felt before you ever uttered a word, You used that to fill her heart with the things she needed to hear, you loved her without ever touching her , the idea was to bring her to an emotional climax by the things you said while she looked in to your eyes to see if they were sincere. Today its about sex and right now , its no longer a life time adventure its more like a few hours of instant pleasures and the quick words uttered over and over by millions playing in this game of seduction . None that fill the heart or even leave desires to spend a month together let alone a life time. The ideals of love have changed , so easy to turn on and off like a light bulb and things found in the kitchen , I long for the old days of seduction that kind that was the best part of everyday . Laying the seeds just in hopes of coming home after a long day just to hold that special person for an hour maybe two , the days when brushing a woman’s hair was just a way to be close to breathe her essence in , today its lay down and spread them and on with what ever as soon as you are spent, oh how I long for the days when hearts meant to be one were forever and ever with out any kind of amen . Love the missing link to seduction I want no part of.