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JeSSiCa's blog: "Ramblings of Me"

created on 06/28/2007  |  http://fubar.com/ramblings-of-me/b96587
So I sit here, it's after midnight and I have to be up at 7am, yeah it sucks, realizing how time has passed. Payton turns 9 this week and Raegan turns 6 next month. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW FAST THEY GROW?!?! My angels are getting so big, so fast. It is hard to believe that it wasn't just yesterday that they were taking their first steps! Who knew I'd be a mother of 2, at the age of 29? More so, who knew my kids would be so F*CKING perfect? Yes, I am partial. I deny nothing, but in all honesty, I have done something so right with these girls. I don't know what it is, I dare NOT question nor change a thing. They try so hard in school. Behavior marks remain perfect ALL year long, grades are good, not superb, but good with signs of trying. I am so PROUD, so blessed. I have such GREAT friends. A superior support system in place (in all aspects). Who could ask for more? NOT I! That's for damn sure. I want to say thank you to all who have been there for me along this wonderful ride I call LIFE! Thank you to all who (some who obviously won't be reading this, HAHA) pissed me off, hurt me, hate me, have made me who i am (ok some of these might). I have taken a piece of each and EVERY single thing that has happened in my life (in and out of my control) and I am a better person for it. I have truly learned to forgive and maybe not forget but deal with it head on. Something I never even thought twice about doing. I am a bigger and better person for it. I never knew what it was to be the bigger person, I played my dramas out. I have been spiteful and stupid and for that I am grateful as I know now, it doesn't have to be that way. Thanks again to all who have helped me in the bad and the good times of my life. I have kept some great friends and some I've lost along the way. I love you all!

smiling!

http://www.fubar.com/user/1509135 This took place in my shout, so read bottom up! HaHaHa! Mephistoph...: bye tramply lady ->Mephistoph...: i don't care. you make it sound like i asked you what you look like. did i? no. i don't care.. you coulda been anyone else and the answer would have been the same. so kindly move on. Thanks! Mephistoph...: i like to see who im talking to nothing else ->Mephistoph...: you have no reason to go cussing at me.. you are not secluded in the no area. and i don't give a god damn what you look like. so with that said kindly fuck off if you can't take no for an answer. Mephistoph...: fucking whatever sorry im not a damned hot fit guy for you ->Mephistoph...: yep, but will i get on it? nope. sorry. Mephistoph...: got a webcam ->Mephistoph...: depends on what it is. Mephistoph...: may i ask a favor
Rising Sign is in 26 Degrees Virgo You tend to be very shy and not very self-assertive. You are supercritical about how you appear to others. Even though you may think you are uninteresting and dull, you are actually quite soft- spoken, orderly, neat and very likable. You are a perfectionist with high standards, and at times you can be quite tactless in pointing out the faults of others. Very practical, efficient and purposeful, your appearance and bearing reflect your need to appear graceful, sensible and reserved. You have a crisp, no-nonsense approach to dealing with others. Never lazy or self-indulgent, you tend to be dedicated to the work ethic. Sun is in 26 Degrees Scorpio. Intense and complex by nature, you have extremely strong emotional reactions to most situations. Feelings are often very difficult for you to verbalize. Therefore you have a tendency to be very quiet - - to brood and think a lot. You seldom get overtly angry, but, when you do, you are furious and unforgiving. When you make an emotional commitment, it is total -- you are not attracted to superficial or casual relationships. If you are challenged, you take it as a personal affront and tend to lash out and fight back in a vengeful manner. You love mysteries and the supernatural. A good detective, you love getting to the roots of problems and you enjoy finding out what makes other people tick. You are known to be very willful, very powerful and quite tenacious! Moon is in 17 Degrees Cancer. For the most part, you are very strong and secure emotionally. You intuitively know what to do to make others feel comfortable, loved, accepted and needed. You naturally enjoy feeding and taking care of others. Be careful that your mothering does not turn into smothering. At times, you tend to feel that those to whom you are attached can never do anything without your assistance and support. Extremely sensitive by nature, it hurts you deeply whenever anyone criticizes you. You have an almost desperate need to be loved and wanted and needed by everyone with whom you come into contact, and you go out of your way to be accommodating to them. Mercury is in 18 Degrees Sagittarius. Your mind is very curious and inquisitive, always seeking information on a wide variety of topics. The broader the subject matter (philosophy, science, religion, metaphysics), the more it will appeal to you. You prefer to deal with abstractions -- the small but important details associated with any subject tend to slip your grasp. You are known for being blunt, honest and truthful. Venus is in 09 Degrees Scorpio. Your feelings about others are deep, powerful, intense and complex. When you like someone, you do so totally and obsessively if you do not like someone, they do not exist. Your faithfulness and loyalty to your lover is unquestioned, indeed at times it is too much so -- you get so possessive that you almost smother your partner. At times, your feelings are kept deep within you and, because they are so complex and intense, they frighten you -- this is the way that you try to ignore them. But the more you try to do this, the more explosive things get when you eventually do express them. Mars is in 12 Degrees Sagittarius. Your every action is motivated by high moral standards and ideals. You will work very hard to improve the lot of the world at large, but you demand action about it -- you do not like to just sit around and talk about doing it in an abstract manner. You like to be where the real action is. You resist mightily any attempts to limit your freedom and you will assist anyone who feels put down and restricted. You are extremely restless by nature -- physical exercise is very important to you if you would maintain your health. Jupiter is in 08 Degrees Leo. You must be proud of all that you do in order to grow and develop. You enjoy being totally honest and aboveboard and you revel in the admiration and respect you receive from others due to your high- minded, upright way of life. Make sure, though, that your natural tendency to boast and show off is based on your actual accomplishments. Don't fall prey to self-exaggeration or arrogance. You truly do like outrageous spectacles and grand jolly times and will go out of your way to make them a reality. Saturn is in 12 Degrees Virgo. Your life must be orderly and practical and full of known and familiar routines in order for you to feel comfortable with yourself. Be careful, however, not to let "order" become the be-all and end-all of your life, or you may become cold, crass and unfeeling. Doing useful, practical things boosts your self- esteem. Abstract concepts and reasoning seem frivolous and a waste of time to you. You are very critical of yourself (and others), indeed at times quite self-deprecating. Try to relax a bit and allow yourself the freedom to fail once in a while. However, you probably won't fail very often because you are such a perfectionist. Uranus is in 17 Degrees Scorpio. You, and your peer group, demand to confront life at its deepest and most meaningful levels. Very compulsive and obsessive in your approach to everything, you will avoid anything that is casual or superficial, especially when it comes to relationships. You will seek out and explore new methods of healing as well as different ways to deal with deep-seated emotional problems. Neptune is in 17 Degrees Sagittarius. You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village." Pluto is in 18 Degrees Libra. For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly. N. Node is in 24 Degrees Virgo. You're usually quite at ease in leaving leadership roles in the hands of others. You would rather tend to the thousand and one details that need to be accomplished to keep any group going. Although you're very fussy and high-minded when it comes to choosing your associates, once your loyalty is given you can be trusted with many of the practical aspects of any project that is being undertaken. Usually quite unselfish, you will toil long hours in the service of any worthy cause that demands your attention. But be careful that your perfectionist tendencies don't get in the way of making real progress. (In other words, don't waste your time dusting clean shelves!)

Bullshit a plenty

So I've been a part of CherryTap for a little while now, maybe 6 months, actually. Anyway, I've seen my share of bullshit and I mostly try to keep to me and a few close friends. Well, last night, I read a mumm and a page where some tool took it upon himself to release a guys home address and even went further to release a pic of the guy's mother and even moreso, went onto release the addresses and phone numbers of the neighbors. WTF!?! Who does that over an online chick? Isn't there a law against such? Where are these "so-called bouncers"? The mumm was deleted I'm hoping by the bouncers. How does one become a bouncer? Why are there so few bouncers and so many jackasses allowed to run freely on this site? Why do people report some pics, that really aren't, NSFW and others get away with it? Wow @ the people on this site. I appreciate that there are a lot of people who are awesome and carry on as adults should but I absolutely despise that the ones who don't are allowed to do as they do and nothing happens. Correct me if I am wrong, please. Believe none of what you hear and only half of what you see, as most often it's bullshit anyway. Until I have a need to rant on further.. have a good day and be nice to one another lol..
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